5th July 2008 { Gift from God.

Photos that explains the past week.

2009-04-12T20:14:00.017+08:00

Captured in schl, which are showing tht SCHL IS BORING. (smtimes)

{ Picture in the cinema (The Unborn).

1) Pictures of us, going out to Orchard Cine at night for The Unborn.
And guess what, I screamed in the cinema twice like hell.
I was totally freaked out !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, the scene of th movie was like this:

The girl heard knocks from the inside of the mirror. So she turned back and openned the mirror to see if thr's anything inside. Off course, the first time she opened "boom!" nothing was thr, as usual. Then, she walked away, the knocks were then heard. She slowly walked... towards it, and at that point of time I expected that the ghost to be thr when she opened the mirror. So I reached to my pop corns happily. Suddenly before my hand reaches the popcorn (and my body was leaning towards the screen) the ghost burst out w white eyes and screamed. So I screamed along w it until 4 seconds passed then the darn ghost stopped while I also stopped.

Then I heard ppl in the cinema laughed.
I looked at Jasmine, she was laughing, oh dang.
Second time, I thought the scene was going to be the way that I'd thought, then it turned out way faster than it was and I screamed. ( see la, geh kiang. )

Went Bugis to but things, I frgt what I'd bought alr.

Went to K a night, reached home at arnd 10pm.
Spent $18++ and I'd yelled till my throat suffered.
: with Shunyi and Jasmine.

Went to Jasmine's hse. Oh-oh.

Pictures of myself & Jasmine, Shun going out in this week.
We stepped out of train at the wrong station AGAIN ! (sat's outing)
Everytime we had this mistake, go out w me make sure I'm not the one leading.
Bought Jumper, and a dress. Then a pair of heels.
Ciao my loves!

(:
- our fav : make super duper ugly faces in the public.

What is this getting me.

2009-04-11T19:22:00.003+08:00

Pissed.

I hate to get nagged, very certainly!
I begged for my phone back and my dad refused, expected.
I looked at my brother, and I said "Help me get my phone back, please."
He said "I would advice you to do it when Dad is in the mood."
I turned back to my comp, "Ya right, let's wait and see if the day would come."
He shook his head and turned back to his oh-damn-damn-damn-cool blue lappy.

Anyway, he just bought his laptop, Acer something something.
It's just way too cool, w blue lights, big screen, full HD, nice black shiny material.
Like a small cinema, or you can say, a nice black car?
(If I've my phone here, I'll show you the picture.)
It's too cool, imagine myself carrying it arnd showing off to th ppl in th lib. Haha, dream.

He said it's FAR better than my this comp, duhhhh show off!

I'm dying off.

2009-04-11T11:59:00.006+08:00

Hokay, I guess you all have alr been told (by me) that my phone is confiscated;
by my dear-sweet-yandao-kind-generous-macho-great Dad. (part of them are facts)
How extremely sad you see, I just bought this phone for a wk.

(paused for 5 minutes)
RETURN ME MY PHONE, DADDADDADDADDAD !!!!!!!!!!!

Went to bugis ytsd, w Shunyi & Jasmine.
I wanted to meet w girls (volleyballers) for a movieeee.
But when I got to Bugis in the early morning, I'd spent all my money.
I AM SORRY, YANNI, YUPING, EUNICE AND ALLLLL ~
(Blame those dresses and shoes for looking too good, so I bought them)
Hahaha.

And I've actually many photos to update all of you, but now I can only dream and die.

Ytd I was walking like a grandma's grandma, upper slowwwww.
Because of the damn heels I was wearing ! It is neither too high nor TOO SHORT.
You know what? I didn't bring umbrella and it was raining that time.
So I got no choice but to cross th road under th pour, and guess what.
I couldn't run w my that shoe, nor walk a step faster. (-.-)
So I was looking as if I were enjoying under th rain, (ppl showed me that kinda faces).

Rofl ? Dad is home.
I'm going to get nagged, heng ltr I've training.
Ciaociao`

P/SSS: My dear Sony Ericson, Don't let the fear conquers you, I'll save you in time. Wait for me my dearest, I'm madly missing you. PLEASE DON'T ALLOW OTHERS TO TOUCH YOU, YOU'RE KELLY'S!!!

Lazy.

2009-03-28T00:44:00.005+08:00

Haha bonsoir, back from camp. (Long ago)
So far, I'd went to bugis, Plaza Sing, Orchard Cine, Kbox, manymany places.
This week, will have quite alot of tests. A WEEK CLOSE TO MY BOOKS.
Oh-no-no-no, must score well in order to repay th kindness of my parents.
(don't gimme that raise-eyebrown face, I'm indeed in love w my family.)

So tmr going out, again, to Bugis to buy shoe first, then to cwp for a movie w seniors. (:
Peace all, wahaha.

/: yalayala will update asap, w manymanymanymany photos. (:D)

Ciao`.

2009-03-25T20:44:00.005+08:00

Bonjour to monkeys and donkeys.
Sorry to all, the prev post only had made me sound so lame & childish.
But I don't post anything to entertain anyone.. I make this clear.
I want to post what I feel, and what I wanna say, (sounding quite capricious).
Hokay I will consult my sister about this, I try not to be mean k. Whatever.
Holright, now here, so I am a LEADER ?! Yes, for my camping grp.
Wooooohoo, we have Shunyi & Jas' w her friends. Nice grp though (:
We'd spent millions of time on the discussion for the grp members.
The criteria is just too.... okay, no words to describe. Just smth bad.
Just now on9 me and Jasmine were being lame, webcam-ed w her.
Hokay, we both laughed til eyes-can't-be-seen hahaha.

Psssssst, I look like American!?! WHAT? I were so CRAZY when my juniors told me that.
Wahahaha, then Eunice said their eyes pa jiao, ta stamp la. ROFL, anything la. Just a joke (:

I'd bought many stuffs during the holidays last week la. Kept on spending.
So now I'm left w $2 in my pocket, wooohoo. (T.T)
Maybe I'm going to SALONSALONSALON w my mom this Friday,
then buy new phone next week? Not sure, mom also wants a new phone.
Goodbyebye y'all.

No idea of how to accept this.

2009-03-25T18:28:00.005+08:00

Copycats just follow how others do, speak, type, joke. I don't like it.
What's more stupid, they copy,blindly in front of us.
No embarrassment from them, and that's really boiling my blood.
All of us want to stand out of crowd right?
Then create your own style, not every single shit also follow. Please.

Open one eye and close one eye is the way to deal as it might be just misunderstanding.
but not to those who'd copied everything totally the same like it was a suppose-to-do thing, get the point I beg.
I've failed each time when I tried to accept these kinda small things, apology to this. (sorry)
But I don't say "Scram off" and end the sentc w vulgarities, I do bother abt my own manners.
so if when I'm trying to be much more don't-care, please do not be too much. Thanks?
Just reminder.
or you'll want to call it warning.

To the rest, don't think too much.

Days w Jackass. (L)

2009-03-17T22:03:00.008+08:00

Bonsoir monkeys & donkeys!
Hahaha, so I'm gonna post some of our shiat/sheep faces here.
Do not enjoy, not thankyou. (-.-)
Don't really vomit, please, for yr mom's sake.

Th cam-wHORE's journey begins.( hen lame leh)

She took this whn I was combing my hair, looking in th mirror,
made me look so act innoncent uh! LAUGH MY TEETH OFF.

She dashed towards me, tht was really horrible.
I thot I won't be able to see my mom agn at tht moment. (-.-)

Yeah, fugly WHAHAHAHAHA! Got freaked off not? I care ah?

Acbc + act emo, want slap us already right!!!! I don't knw why I got th courage to post it. Lmao.

You see she acts cute!! SeeSee! (Left) &` You see her bin [expression la] ??! LMAO!!! (Right)

Thank-Q you thank-Q you, I knw this 2 pics super acbc hahaha.

We were really laughing our asses off.

(left) "Dressing" up thn candid. (Right) My uniform!~

Aft awhile, see our neat hair. Very "NEAT" hor.

Two Lamest Photos, myself als buaytahan don't say you all. (singlish haha)

Obviously, tht's my shit face (left) & tht is th real shit (right)-

P/S: Hokay, if you got cancer becos you saw too much of horrors above,
or you suddenly lost yr leg halfway thru becos things above are too lame.
Then, your business. Or, spam me. I don't really mind, hohoh.
Off cos don't show yr name la, unless I ask fr. (-.-)
(I like straightforward people).

Spent 23hrs at Jas' hse.

2009-03-15T22:03:00.010+08:00

Good evening monkeys, & donk-s.
Finally, back from Jasmine's hse. (donno anything? read posts below.)
I was actually asked to scram home immediately at 7am this morning.
But I ended up reaching home at 6.50 pm smth.
Last night, sleeping w her, it was v torturing...! Quite la.
We slept tgt on her big bed, she thn promised to share tht only blanket w me.
Yet, I woke up 3 times in th midnight becos it was too cold!
I crawled up to take a look at her , and she was grabbing th whole blanket all alone.
Haha, I wanted to slap her alr. (-.-) Jokingjoking, haahs.

Woke up, thn we 2 chatted w our hair standing in th air, all in mess.
9am-we brushed, cooked brkfst, used comp , watched tv, talked craaap.
Then few hrs ltr we went down to admiralty to walkwalk, and ate. :D
Aft walkwalk-ed, went back her hse slacccccccccccccked.
Cam-whored alot, want to see? Haha, tmr I'll post wahahah.
We played WWE -.- in her room, glad tht thr is air-con la.
Before walking home, we went to admiralty to buy dinner.
thn I rolled home like how my mom wanted me to do, she said "跟我滚回家!" ~home.

A lot of th stupid funny stuffs we did, obb cos I won't tell you here la, too lame alrrrr. (-.-)

CURRENTLY: Now listening to songs, singing.........bored.
& also updating th photos I took w Jas la..... tmr thn post. D:
Just now Nicholas (nt our schl one la!!) was crapping.
He was lame. (-.-)
So we started drawing instead of chatting about craps.
This is what I drew!! Monkey!!!
Random....

He drew....... sucker Hilter!

^ this is hell cute the darn face ahah.

Chatted w Jasmine, I drew her this, she 'screamed'.
(click to view larger)
FRIENDSTER UPDATED FINALLY (O.O)!
-nyway, enjoy my blog song, it's beautiful.
Ciao.

2009-03-15T11:56:00.001+08:00

Neeway, you. seriously. suck.
I hate you, you'd hurt me, so well done uh.

Morning.

2009-03-15T11:16:00.002+08:00

BonJour monkeys, donk-s.
I'm still at Jas' hse. Over-night here.
She's boring, so am I, haish. hahaha.
I slapping her she slapping me now, wth.
she's th brown one. (-.-)
Had pizza for brkfst, then choc. Wooh, full.
So, just back from washing the utensils.
Wth, the thing was GROSS, somemore I washed leh.
you knw what? The thing (pizza's cheese!) was sticking to the pan !!

Oh sheep, now 11.38 alr, from ytsd until now nvr touch my hwk.
As in, WE & US = Jasmine that big asshole also nvr do, talk crapsss only.
Know why i call her big asshole ? she said she likes dabian .... eee.

So, goodbye.
/ ciao.

Jasmine so lame.

2009-03-14T20:29:00.003+08:00

Now, at Jasmine's hse slacking.
Hokay, playing barbie.com actually.
Oh, she said she nvr play hor.
She won't want la, she only play myscene.com.
Wah, she darn lame one, play myscene.
Ppl play barbie leh, she out dated.
She bookmarked a lot, woooo so fun wooo wooo.
K la, goodbye.
BARBIEEEEEEEEEE SO FUNNNNN!
Ciao.

MONKEEEEEEYS.

2009-03-14T01:35:00.005+08:00

Hello monkeys, donkeys, just simply updating.
What-hell, th song too nice la made me cried so hard.
卓文萱's 一句话, it is so...so...so... suitable.
So, tday is th last day for term 1, wooot yea.
Got back progress card, hell I failed my beloved Geog.
Hahaha, from A1 'jumped' to D7. How pathetic you see.
Yet, th overall result of evry subj is still aveg duh.
Not th best though, must not slack if not I'll go gila.
Study, shopping, CCA are what I can do currently, hopeless kid.
So we had endurance.trg tday lo, haish, worked hard to burn fats!
Aft tht Shunshun (shunyi) acc me home so she bathed at my hse.
Slacked at my hse until 7pm, went to schl for th streaming talk.
Mommy went to schl aft 5mins, (-.-) so we settled down in hall.
The tough journey then begun, Mrs Kok gave off speeches.
Many parents wanted to watch Housewives' Holiday @ Chnl 8, 9pm.
Mommy also ! Kept on repeating th ques like "Can we leave now, Kelly?"
"Mom, be really resilient." I replied her w my eyes half closed.
Ciao ciao, rofls.

Goodness' sake.

2009-03-11T20:23:00.007+08:00

WHAT THE HELL, WHAT THE HELL, TELL ME WHAT THE HELL!?
I'd lost all my links, my tagbox, and my...my.... (headache).
I anyhow tried a new blogskin, the shit thing is that I DID NOT STORE MY OLD TEMPLATE.
I can't breathe... My blood is boiling! Hokay, let's see what choc I have in my fridge...

(back, holding a Kinder Bueno) Actually, having a new blogskin isn't that bad though.
Let me start my life a fresh. Haha, fine I sounded nerd. (-.-)
Alright, gotta go, leaving my blog dead here. Hack the care.

P/S: Sorry to those who tagged me, thank them! (♥)
Anyway.. remember this one? :/
haha. perhaps you're thinking I'm mad.
Miss, miss, miss, miss, miss, miss, miss, miss, miss, miss, miss............you. )':

2009-03-08T22:56:00.006+08:00

THIS IS THE LAMEST SHITTEST POST I'D EVER TYPED, HELL YOU GO! If you read, you will gonna cry due to lameness. Thank me (^^)Y

I will be fine, I don't like being emo or being looked as an emo sucky yucky creature.
HOHOHO, I WILL BE FINE, I WILL BE I MAY BE I MIGHT BE I SHIT BE. (-.-)
All of you, shut up. You all only give me shits, shit as in stresses & worries.

Let me be fine, let me spoil myself by spending money and eat fat fat fat.
Let me get my results all darn well like top stud like that, let me laugh til you scram off.
Allow me to kick your butt, but don't give me shit! No shit! No shit!!! ^screams!!

EMO SUCKS, LIKE HOW YOU SUCK. wooohooooooooooo, I felt better last Friday. Shunyi accompanied me to mama-shop, I sang my stupid song all the way, OUT LOUD.

Oh it's so hot, I'm melting, wooo I'm melting~
I am gonna melt into river, into sea, into LongKang (走音)!
People step on me, shit on me, as if I were an ice cream.
wooo wooo woo, I am melting, melt melt melting.
*High pitch* woooooooooooooooo~
(then walked past playground, continue sang, students all looked at me)
So hot the weather, and you still here.
Shit you shit you shit shit you. (sang out loud)
Stinky poo poo stinky you poo poo stink you.
Ohhhhhh, you poo poo. No money buy diaper? (stared at them)
I'm a fish, I'm a shit, I'm a fish who shit. (walked like a fish)
and I don't know English

Then felt a bit paiseh alr, shut up, went home.
That time I was totally off here (pointing at my brain).
Shunyi laughed til like shit, cos my voice was really zao sia/走音.

2009-03-07T16:44:00.007+08:00

Shush people, keep quiet. SHUT UP. Before I flare.
Not much of you will like to read chinese characters, so I want to type it in chinese.
To 05072008 ♡
好了. 对不起.
我已经得到应得的教训了.
你呢? 得到了什么吗.
会狠你, 只是曾经不够成熟..

现在的我, 会想了. 长大了.

每天努力不去想, 就不痛了.
尽量躲开有你的地方.
尽量不去探听你的消息.
不让空气安静, 所以都会把自己忙得团团转.
想尽办法去完完全全忘掉你. (办不到)

可是, 这几天, 你出现了.
心情又被骚乱, 怕累的我又躲开了.
大家都累了吧...?

我逃不开. 我很很很很很很很很很很很很很很很很很很很很很很很难过, 很想你.

疯了我疯了, 疯了疯了疯了 .
就算坚强的过着, 还是会累的.

加油, all I can say is "Don't cry, my brave girl" for me.

2009-03-07T12:29:00.002+08:00

Ohh, currently at Library - woodlands' area. :(
Using laptop and surfing people's Blog. & it's BORING!
Duh, Brian said he is coming to lib here soon, on msn now.
People, let's get your hands together, pray for me, NOT TO MEET ANYONE I KNOW.
Thank you belly much. Mwarkccccs.
Boring boring boring boring boring.... bored.
Ahh hah! Later meeting Yuping and Yingjie, then aft shopping maybe am going to 369 play ball.
Basketball or volleyball, wooot, Saturday slacks, I f love it.
(& I simply hate to meet schoolmates or what at malls or library, DUH.)
What a small world, I want go Korea! Wth.

2009-03-02T16:09:00.005+08:00

当我回到我们去过的地方, 停下来, 静静的转过身我知道你不会在了.
We have 29days' cold war, and 72days nvr meet alr

我开始想你 3 days to our 8th-month.
{♥}

2009-02-28T22:22:00.009+08:00

SHIT YOUR HEAD LA SHIT, SAY SHIT & PAY 20 cents.

That day donno which day, Jasmine & Shunyi came to my hse.
We spent 4hrs at my hse slacked only la, nobody's home ma.
They like wanted to stay overnight like that, never bathe some more ROFL.
We watched the movie 'saw' online then it's so disgusting, they not scare but I were. -.-
Shunyi kept on asking "why ah? how ah? what what? huh?" on the movie, FUNNY RIGHT?!
Then me and Jas answered her til pekchey, looked at each other wanted to vomit blood alr.
Had so much fun, next time we'll go to Shunyi's hse or Jas' hse. I don't care. (=3=)
Note: Jasmine don't post those unglam sucky pictures hor, HOR. (:x)

Yesterday went to Admiral Garden to celeb my DEAR CHAOXIN's belated bird day.
& Sorry I did type HAPPY BIRD DAY to you in my post but I'd saved it to draft. (:P)
K now let me repeat it; { HAPPY BIG BIRD DAY TO CHAOXIN! ☆☆☆}
To her, stay happy, you know how impt is happiness?! Take care of your own! (D:)
You are the chiobu forever in my heartheart la, I MEAN MY WORDS. GEEE (:D)
We all love you, God bless you my captain my haha chaoxin. (xD)

So tday I went to Lib w Melissa, was sms w her and sudd she sent "Look behind you."
I looked twice and then found her at the last tried, "wa so tok gong." (o.o)
Went all over the places to look for Shangwei but he wasn't anywhere.
Called his phone and it was like calling 000 lo, totally not available. (-.-)
Saw schlmates asked them if they saw Shangwei, all said no until I said "the botak one la"
Then she said "Oh he was at the entrance", ROFL steady la his botak head.
Saw many many old friends good friends schlmates.

Oh my brother was back ytsd from America & Japan & somewhere la.
I did not go to fetch him at airport, every time when someone from my family returns from somewhere I also never bother to go fetch them at airport, how lazy you see. (p:)
So he wuxim la, bought many t-shirts (not all for me though) and many Japan's foods!
OHMYGAWD, I AM SO HAPPY. Though I will be fat aft eating them, hahaha.

Done, going out tmr agn.
Ciao ciao everyone ` ☆☆

My childhood.

2009-02-28T00:39:00.006+08:00

Let's smile, don't fake it for now. ☆

Finally, finally, finally!
I know how to play A Thousand Miles using piano alr.
Thank God, I'd spent few hrs learning it.
But now I'd forgotten then chorus & the ending part. -.-

& only until today I then realised my old electric piano was in my storeroom.

I still remember that before I started any sports other than basketball, I used to stay at home playing piano, haha with my brothers and sister. Until primary 3 I'd moved to another town, then I stopped playing piano & basketball. Primary 4 I moved to another town again. Then when I reached primary 6 I started playing sports agn. Sec 1 I joined volleyball, until today. (:

Tsk, k la next time then update. Hee.

Anyway tmr going to somewhere to do Lit Project,
Still have English Debate to do, when ? I said Sun alr.
They said either Sat or Sun, but tmr Sat alr leh, uncles aunties? -.-

Nvm, today I sleep first. ROFL (-.-) zzzzz
Ciao ciao babes ` ☆

What I wanted to post for long.

2009-02-24T21:32:00.004+08:00

KELLYZCZCZX ,☆.

爱情中，有几件事情，必须一起做，吵架，以及，--------- 相爱。

Actually, having a fight between friend or partner is really common.
Why do them fight? Because they feel so unhappy about each other's doings or thoughts.
So under the no-giving-in circumstances, they begin to argue for themselves..

But, have all of you ever think that- aft fighting they will knw each other better?
They will knw what you don't like, you will knw what they don't like.
As I believe, God sends argument to friends and lovers.
It is definitely a good time to test each other.

If your friend leaves you just because of small little thing, they'd failed the test.
If your partner breaks up w you aft a fight, then let it go, don't live in th past.
My sister had sent me a mail, telling me not to expect mature love at my age.
Yes, I wanted to have a mature boyfr when I wasn't even mature last time.
But now.... those arguments caused within friends and boyfr, had taught me to grow.

Ya those days were unbearable, tears flowed, fire burnt in yr head, yes sucks.
But those are the good motivation, for you to learn to be much more mature.
Thank God, I'd learnt my lesson from all the fights, thank Him.
Everytime when bad things happen, first I will think of the positive side.
Eg. Oh, so I learned that no one in this world can solve all yr problems for you, I have to do it all by myself, cannot even rely on anyone else, only advices can be suggested, no more.

I'd gained experiences, good isn't it?
Though I'm not fully matured yet, but at the v least, I'd learned many things that aren't written down in the textbooks.

Thank you, hope everyone can understand me. (':
Ciao Ciao` ☆☆☆/.

不哭也不笑… 很呆… 脑子是空白的.

2009-02-24T20:08:00.010+08:00

Heartbroke, x/3.

Hello Monkeys, Donkeys, and Tooties.
Yeah, thought tday had many hwk to complete,

but check alr, all the due dates are nxt wk la. (^^.)Y

So now I want to slack, just had training.
woo HURTS! Oh-chey (bruise) will appear tmr, I somba plus chop.
Cause we did the flip n roll for training la, "fan gun" in chinese.
& we ran and received th ball up then laid on th ground quickly and rolled.
All In Fast ACTION, your butt your elbows sure go open flower.. (-.-)

Okay la, to be honest, I am still a little a little sad la.
Let's type in chinese, waha (@.@)
心碎的人不会在心痛了~
想去死，但是妈妈怎么办? )':
如果真的有那么一天, 我会不顾一切的选择死亡吧...?
说好不哭，现在又流眼泪了呢! 朋友，你们要幸福.. (':
我的世界只有我自己- 有孤单，有心碎, 有绝望，有黑暗. (':
Woah, emo leh. Don't say me la, I'm not happy.

Haish.
上帝说我们是他的孩子，上帝在哪??
周围好像很安静, 混乱嘈杂的世界里我什么都听不见….

waaaaaaaaaaaaa~..... anybooddddyyy? ;(
给我一碗孟婆汤! I hate to rmb the memories!
But please don't wash away my Maths formula in my brain,
I'd spend hard time understanding them hor. (-.-)

I AM RETARDED, NOOB, SUCK, IDIOTIC YET SMART. ROFL, bhb only la.
So you all, gimme a slap each time, so I can use that excuse to cry, haha.
No la, won't cry won't cry. (: How I wish one day ppl would spike ball into my face.
Then I faint, ambulance came, doctors trying v hard to save me,
in the end, the machine goes ti-ti-ti. So I were dead, vanished.

I have so much so much so much to say, but who will have the ass to listen.
Don't wanna trouble any one of you anymore, so don't ask me what happen k. (-3-)
Nothing happens la, only my God & my Blog's drafts knw what happen. :D

Guys, will post agn v soon, tmr.
Gonna have cam-whored picsha, bear real hard with me!
Hahaha, ciao ciao` ☆/.

LET ME SLEEP.

2009-02-23T18:38:00.007+08:00

-
KELLYZCZCZX ,☆.
-

Duh, just 'walked' arnd to other people's blog.
Quite boring now, I'm just feeling unhappy, tense, mainly stressed up (ferk up).

Best friend, good friends, friends, classmates, schoolmates, teachers, coach, parents, him.
Who are they? They mean so much in my life, too much too- much, overly too much.
Let me continue to sing, stay far from you all, be emo (-.-) , and sleep.

(closed my eyes, breathe), I'd promised not to cry on the outside.
Whenever I'm sad, my fingers/toes go so cold like my blood doesn't circulate at all.
Last time I always thought of jumping down.. Idiot, laughs.
shhhh-s, don't 'tsk' me. I meant it, I meant it last time.

But hey, see. I'm provided w sufficient amount of money to spend,
clothes to wear, foods to enjoy.... I shall be v grateful aft all.

Thinking positively, perhaps God is up to something better to give me? I'm waiting.
While waiting...... I think all I can do is, give a smile to everything/everyone, and dig into books.

Enough, will post soon. I am fine.

loves ya 'll peace from all;
Ciao ciao,☆/.

NEW BLOGGIE!

2009-02-22T03:56:00.005+08:00

Haha, so my scnd Blog is officially open now.

http://www.t-issuepaper.blogspot.com :D

Nah, don't say I'm bitch, I'll let it be public first. Waha, don't need to link or what. Just rmb that I have this Blog can alr, steady. It's gonna be a private blog soon or later. Will be updating on both, teehee. The Private one is for myself to read, my sis, and my God. If anyone wants to kpo go read, say lo. Bet no one la, ahha. So sorry for th mia (missing.in.action)/☆ ciao ciao `

Lao zc, I MISS YOU SUCKER. I hate you.. 我很累啊! 很伤心啊! 够了啦!!! *screaminggg*

So this is how I survive.

2009-02-22T02:53:00.006+08:00

Beautiful Monkeys, & lovely donkeys!
A v good midnight w you, a good morning to you my sis!
She is v dumb, haha, yea for yr info, she's studying oversea.
So she's having a broad daylight morning while I'm having sleepless night.
Duhh, we have hard time chatting due to busy schedules, laughs.
P/s: Hope I won't get spams in my tagboard from her ltr on. (:

So tday I'd went to 888 plaza for brkfst and fill-up for my fridge, w mom.
Brought my contacts along to the same shop whr I bought from,
asked them to teach me how to put them on, (not bcos I'm noob).
Aft trying for about 30mins, it didn't work v successfully, oh darn.
Because my eye is naturally much more watery than others', he said.
So I will consult him another day, for another arrangement, haish. -.-

Then went to NTUC, had my aunty-shopping thr, enjoyed la.
I love it whenever I step into NTUC, you hear classical songs, cool!
Then you can always find me at th chocolate&cereal's aisle, or the magazine section.
(: Aft I bought my slacking-stuffs, I went to those small stalls which sell bags.
Saw a packbag, white/blue soft vintage, VERY GORGEOUS! I swear.
The price I expected was $20, but it is $49.90, immediately spoiled my mood. (-.-)

Aha. Today I spoiled my nails, middle finger nails, hell! ):
No I don't go to manicure, I'm so a lazy person you all knw.

Slack v hard today at home, read the magz, ate the cereals, drank the milk,
listened to songs, crossed my legs, happily enjoyed my Sunshine-Saturday.
That's how life should be, aww man! Don't stress your Saturday, k.
Then, got up to sweep th floor, cleaned my messy dressing table, and slept.
How pig I am you see, useless bum haha, only for Saturday, shh. :x

Brian always say want to go sing KTV, at the end cancel, ROFL.
Emo la him, why everybody emo emo emo? :/

Nothing much, so at night I kept eating eating eating & my neighbors came.
For your info agn, they are, a 4 yr old boy, a mother, & a 11mth old baby.
So entertained them, at 9 I went back to my Twilight again.

Have a nice dream, lovers./☆
Ciao ciao.

ATTENTION!

2009-02-21T01:29:00.006+08:00

A NEW BABY WAS JUST DELIVERED.
www.t-issuepaper.blogspot.com well, this is where the baby is (:

Duhh, kk don't lame. So I just had my 2nd Blog officially open.
You're welcome, so are you, you, you, him, her, them, it. (-.-)

Alright, I did mention to all of you that I'm gonna make it a Private one yea?
For this week, I will like to have it Public first.
So people know where I had go, but don't be so stupid la.
Cos' I will still be updating about my boring stuffs, here. *twist*
Bcos that going-to-be-private Blog is the storage for all my secrets.
& only my beloved one is allow to be in there to peek at my "gold bars & money".
Rofl, ya perfectly fine and lame. -.-

So will all of you mind if I rest for a period first?
I'm busy, tired, busy, tired & tired. )':
Just pay a visit to that blog, leave a tag, that's all.

Have a good rest, all.
I'm going to have a long one.... (:

2009-02-16T20:23:00.002+08:00

I wish to say something..
I hope you feel guilty for saying that I say you act when you cry and stuffs..
Because, I WAS REFERRING TO MYSELF..
thank you..
Ya, I made big fuss uh..
First, I was saying others.. you thought it was to YOU..
fine.. I want sympathy, everyone sides me..
Ya, laugh and see, we both got the wrong meanings..
I'm 100000000% sure we both don't take sympathy, we are pure people I believe...
Ya, I said you cause all these..
but I don't remember saying "ALL"..
I caused the argument too eh? Cause and effect do happen right....
Ya, I said you keep quiet and people talks more often about you..
but I must apologise because I AM VERY SURE THAT I'M REFERRING TO MY OWN..
Ya, I destroy the stage you made up..
I must apologise because I did everything wrong...
Ya, I said you're the murderer..
I must say that what kinda murderer you're thinking..?
What kinda murderer am i thinking..?
2 different things...
Ya, I don't need friends, you don't need friends.
You're saying these?..
Misunderstanding, everything kill us off..
Friendship is so unstable, relationship goes totally out of breath..
Yes, nobody causes this..
I HAVE SAID, LET ME DO IT!
Don't.....don't think of anything now..
let me.....let me do everything...
Just cool down... don't go outburst!!!!!!!!!!!
I am angry i am sad but I don't go "OUTBURST!!!!" in my blog..
I type and think... I'm sorry sorry sorry that you've said my words hurt you...
Yes... so you used yours to hurt me too...
it's okay.... thing will go fine one day....
Please just relax.... please just slowly.....slowly gimme time.....
let me settle one by one by one....... don't expect me to clear everything here so fast....
first.... i need some sleep.... you'll get yours too.... he'll get his too...
please stop causing misunderstanding..... not your fault....
haha.......ya not your fault........... sorry please be a little more humble.....
not insulting..... just saying that we have faults..... big one.....
it's okay if you want to leave it alone and let me clear them....
friendship goes thru deep test.... so does relationship....
learn.... please learn.... to control..... and calm down...
don't suddenly burst out like this... you will cause more hard stuffs for us to do...
consequences.....
I must be real sorry..... as it is wrong to hear you saying that you're hurt....
it's my fault... but please.... DON'T DON'T DON'T burst out.....
Because..... if i really can't take it..... things go into memories only...
Gimme time.... let me settle my relationship first....
you... relax.... i want to slack first.... let me hold my tear and fear...
let me cool down and take a breath... i know you mean NO HARM, so am i...
let's think for each other.... it is such a pleasure to earn a friendship these years...
no one would like to end friendship...... so don't throw harsh word...
don't cry... don't let people see your weakest point.... I don't cry...
I don't cry, I give all my best to stay calm.... emo is good...... but don't over act it...
stay calm... and think now...

and my darn mouse is not working right.... ahhh...

Wo zuo huai ren

2009-02-16T19:22:00.003+08:00

Now the whole world, think that I'm the mean one.
I hate this, boyfriend is leaving, friend adds you problems..
Nobody can help me, I don't feel happiness, the bridge I'm standing on now is collapsing.
It hurts so badly, so badly when I felt onto the ground, no one lends a hand.
People threw stones down, they don't care how you feel.
You laugh, they say you laugh over injuries; you cry, they say you act
;You keep quiet, they speak more often about you..

Let's exchange Identities-
Put me as the murderer, and yourself the victim.
like you're doing.

Can't people just listen to my heart..?
You tolerate it, they continue hurting.
You burst it out a little in yr Blog, they take it like you'd accused them.
At last people only listen to the one crying, those who tolerate it at first got all the blames.
Fairness, yes there isn't in such world.

Everything has been taken away, wo hen fan, hen lei, hen tao yan.
Everything has been changing, from kind to mean..
Memories don't help, they only hurt.

Yes, let me take all the guilt, listen to the whole story and you understand the truth.

I AM A SUCKER, BIG ONE.

2009-02-15T18:09:00.003+08:00

No, let me do it.
Let me be the baddest bitch ever in this world.
Let me be the sucky one getting hurt.
Let me be the idiotic one.
Let me cry til death, I don't belong here.

Since I've decided long ago -going back to my cave.
That cave which is full of hatreds, nobody has ever step in or understand the cave.
My first crush caused that cave and forced me to live in there,
then my first boyfr took me away from there, and now he is pushing me back in it again.
He knew that I'm afraid of darkness, no he didn't.

You should not have done that from the beginning..
But since you had done so, then continue, I don't mind getting slap.
Aft causing hurts, now you're going away.
No, it won't help! It only cause me to get another pair of evil eyes from people.
People will think I did it, I CAUSED ALL NONSENSES!
The HURT remains as scar, do you even understand?..

And it's obvious.... you've fallen in love.

Let's exchange identities -
Put me as the murderer, and yourself the victim.
Like you're doing.

And actually, I did not even BLAME you.
Friendship worth so much more!!
I'd alr decided what to do.
So please, don't do anything alr.
Let me do it, if you're trying to help
then help me by stop creating anymore cases for me to solve..
Think about the consequences, may God bless us.

2009-02-14T00:37:00.006+08:00

Yes, I've been updating in my private Blog.
Will update on both but not by this month.
I'll type my own feeling & thoughts in my private one,
while 'what happen to me' will be type out here.
Ask me for permission.
So, here's something I want to let you see.

First, as if like I'm v sensitive.
Let's see if you'r being put on this spot,
let's see if you will cry like asshole!
If you want me to stop, why don't you stop first?

I guess it's way much faster, and you started all these.
Nobody knows th hurt I'm getting, baka.
& there you'r claiming that yr right, ya funneh.

I think I have much better "nonsense-toleration" than you,
that's why you think I'm just being way too over.
When things first began I kept quiet, now things got worsen
then I'm ready to burst out and you'r rolling eyes at me at th back.
Hello little kiddo? Did your little brain got burned, like 99.99% off?

Next, I don't believe in your 'pureness', surely you'r up to some shit stuffs to do.
I bet you definitely know that I have a temper, real fierce one.

To fight for your own right, I guess you should be getting up your own basic courtesy first of all.
I hope you'll keep your mindset right, as getting attention from other's is really a dirty job.
I don't care if you'r that guy's what, just mind your disgusting action.

All I want to say is, put yrself into my shoe and you look at it la.
How are you going to overcome all these rubbishes ;
how strong you must learn to be ;
how happy you must learn to pretend ;
how hard you must learn to control your tears from slipping out of yr eyes ;
how difficult you must look at your loved one and walk away. (!)

You'r not th one getting hurt, you'r th one causing hurt!
How shuang are you now? Seeing me suffering in agonies.

It is so hard for me to stand on my feet again, yet you 'threw me a stone'.
Let you see, things weren't that simple as you think, big nerd.
You do not know what another did to me, I'm left with nothing but my own.
Who's gonna help me? Now I can only beg for my busy sister to send me advices thru mail.
Please, think carefully for others before self, selfish creature.

& you've just added saltssss onto my deep wounds, Biggest Congrats to you.

2009-02-09T20:50:00.014+08:00

UNDER BIG FAT
CONSTRUCTION.
Shudduppp!

Creating a 2nd private Blog, too much strangers interrupted my life.

Oh, how sad

2009-01-29T20:50:00.003+08:00

Duh... Hey monkeys & donkeys...
Nah sounding abit of tiredness. ):
Just finished training, it was quite interesting.
As we all did quite of our bests to play.
And th results shown were good (v up to standard).

Heh.. Today cs said that I was hyper-active (which is talkative).
Hahahaha, he said I'm actually a person who looks happy outside,
but emo inside. Hahaha! He also said when I laugh, it looks so FAKE.
Nehneh, he's sucha good class-partner ahh. Though we always argue.
And yeap, I felt better today, becos I finally look thru everything.

I think I will want to create a LiveJournal account, for fun.
I'm so sad, so lonely, so sad, and so lonely for alr more than a mth.
Oh did I repeat over th same things? hah, really these.
I'm not happy, I'm really NOT happy. Hahaha.. :/

I like going "hahaha" this way, at least it sounds better than "haish".

I hate myself, I detest our constantly arguements.
Instead of going "No it's your fault, you should care more for me."
I think I shall just simply say.... erm "Sorry it's my fault, I shall apologise."
Haha? So darn "poor thing" right? Shut up, it's so sad la. Hahaha.

I 'love' to just push everything onto myself and blame my own ass.
I think it's so much nicer than wasting time to blame him, right?
I realise that I make no difference in ppl's life, I'm so nothing.
Ppl live thru their life all, and I am down there claiming that I was 'important'.
Sorry, it is just a very false thinking, haish. Hahaha. Haha.

I'm still waiting. I still believe that you'll care, how stupid I am..

Anw, I've caught cold! My finger is still hurting, so is my heart haha.
Lame la, I'm seriously sickkkkkkk! My fingers are terribly cold now.
Nehneh la, I'm fine man, now listen to love songs I also can emo. :P

HEY, THERE'S A GREAT SONG THAT SAYS EVERY SINGLE THINGS OF MYSELF!!!
LISTEN TO THE WORDS, THEY ALL REPRESENT MY THOUGHHHHHTT. WALAO EH. (:

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
我不敢打给你我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替陪我等雨停

期待让人越来越沉溺（疲惫）
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出哪些差别
结局那还能多明显
别说你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

Lara sang this song, she wrote this too.
I wonder how come she has th same feeling as me duh.

Anw, will update more in th sense to try to calm myself down.
As I really really got nobody to talk to, hahah (haish).
K la goodnight babes, I can't forget him...! D:

Celebrating

2009-01-24T18:56:00.006+08:00

Hah, don't worry guys I'm absolutely fine de la. (:
Just came back from Marsiling & also Admiralty.
Went Marsiling to actually shop, but the shit thing is th stuffs thr are just not my type.

Just now came back with at least 10 full bags of stuffs per hand, (clothes foods shoes.etc).
Terrible, but heng that today Daddy's free to drive us all along.
Haish, Daddy said he's down with some illness, so he'll buy me my handphone th next day.
Finally I've bought th Lucido L lotion for my hair, it's a styling straight jelly, to style my hair basicly. -.- yayyy!

Anw ytd after our schl celebrated for th CNY,
me and Jiajing went to Choa Chu Kang to do shopping.
Sorry to seniors, because I'm really eager to buy my stuffs that I didn't go to support their match.

Also, last monday after school, becos thr was no training so I went to City Square,
(a mall which is just right beside th M'sia custom) with my darling mom. :D
and we bought 7 full bags of clothes, shoes, bottoms and 2 bags of foods.
haha, so we shopped til 9.30pm plus then reached home, tired down.

Anw this Tuesday we will go to Trudie's house for CNY party, hah.
I think I'll make some cookies with Y.Jie or Eunice they all then we send it thr.
And off course, I'll wear everything which was just bought. Hah I can't wait!
Though my new wearings are abit like 'less-material' la (bao lu in chinese),
meaning it is like singlets and shorts.

Currently won't be using comp, as my brothers are all F. sticking with it.
Also due to my mood, so darn boring til I'm a little sick now.. It's ok.
Just watched ponyo on youtube, you all should catch it now! cute! :D

This' just craps, don't read.

2009-01-24T09:45:00.007+08:00

Haish, I tried hard not to think of anything.
Hah, and it's half-success, at least.
Sometimes I don't know what's in your mind la.
So it hurts me alot when you don't say don't response.
it's kinda fine now, and I'd stopped crying since long. :D

I'm trying to be understanding la.
You'r busy at home I think, you've to do hse work and stuffs.
You always cannot go out with me I also understand.
Because you want to enjoy at home or you want to visit yr pri tchers.

It doesn't matter really, I'm alr use to everything.
In fact, I'm use to be alone, nothing to do lo hee.
My phone is still very busy, ppl msg me for chats.
but sorry uh, I've no mood for those.. :/ opp.

All my dreams that are related to you, it's really dreaming only lo.
That will never fulfil at this age, and that made me sad, haha.
I want to watch ponyo with you, and what, I'm watching it now alone.
I'd waited for this to be happen, but I don't even get th chance to ask.
Now, I don't think so much le, no expectations. (:

I'm afraid, I loathe to be alone, I try, and try to understand.
all I want is still, th cares from you. Anti-quarrel, God.

Replies.

2009-01-23T21:29:00.003+08:00

Insted of going to each and everyone's blogs to reply,
I think it's a better idea to just simply reply here. -.-

yanni: hi =)..walao u tio spam -.=!
reply: Hah, hello. Nola the spammer I know de. Don't join him to spam hor. Jokes :B

destiny: lol any visitor frm yisun sec? =x
Reply: Ha, nola thwy 'visit' me I 'visit' them back! Hey takecare uh jiegu.

KENGG(:: KELLYYYY TANNN ARH!!! MISS YOU MEN!
MUZ MEET UP SOON! HAHAS,LOVE YOU TRUCK LOADS!(:(:(:(:(:
Reply: Lol love me truck loads? your truck how small oh. lol. Meet up after Jan ba, I'm very busy this month sorry. ): stay chio!

Shunyi :D: Yo, Pikaachu!! Cheer upp luh, bastards have no place in your mind can? Kick 'em out for the time being! ^^
Reply: lol who're those bastards sial. Funny leh da-jie! Hahas, eh thks for your letter in class last week hor, V touching leh! Yingjie and you so sweet uh. Loves ^^

Alicia: LOL. Mad?
Reply: Ha. Indeed you'r, nola I am mad :D

♥JIENI: hellos! I dont hate you, aILOVEYOU! : D
Reply: Lol Les ah, lol my love for you will never ends.

PaN: hahas jealous horrr. =p
Reply: Jealous your head la, big big big heaaad.

*: hello how chio r u ???
Reply: Darn chio. Lol nola, not chio. why so kpo? :D

*: hello i wan to get to know you
Reply: Hello I donwan to get to know you, lol how to know you w/o your name?

JiaMing: link me and add me in msn Jovan_illusionfates@hotmail.com
Reply: haha, link soon, you also never invite me for your blog, lols. (:

JiaMing: i am taking a risk to tell you this
JiaMing: kelly i've loved you since a long time ago
Reply: I also love you since long, haha siao la don't joke so big la ha. xD

PaN: HAHAHAHAHA wow kelly, jiaming likes you
Reply: You know who's Jiaming meh? haha.

PaN: hi kelly you're noob instead =)
Reply: we'r noobs doncha remember!!?! Ha.

brian lee: hahahaha ... why would i spam
Reply: Okay la I give you face here la duh. Lol see you kind.

HELLO, "ME IS" BACK!

2009-01-23T20:23:00.002+08:00

Hey, miss me ah?
I online tday, saw Chris said miss me, saw Joey Koh said miss me & MOREEEEEE.
SO, MANY PEOPLE MISS ME LA? HAHAHAHA!

Wawawa, my blog is still dead with no pictures. So wordy! )':
I apologise la hor, b'cos I've no mood to take any pictures down.
Cos I want a new phoooooneee! My dad said, "No time, next week la."
And that's like, so hurtful ohhhh man. Lol hack the care la.

Hor! Blog got people spammed and confessed....?
hahah, sorry for not updating fr so long.
Will reply tags back at yr page now, heees.

HELLO NOOBS.

2009-01-15T19:40:00.002+08:00

HEY NOOBS!
I'M NOT FINE, MY BLOG IS DUSTY!
DON'T TAG, JUST SPAM OH MAN.
I'M BUSY WITH NORTHZONE AND HMWK NOW.
NO TIME FOR ANYTHING ELSE.
YOU HATE ME, I HATE YOU! F.

YOU KNOW I'M MAD.
I AM MAD.
I AM MAD.
I AM MAD, MAD, MAD~
I AM MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD,
I AM I AM MAD!

Anw: Today thrashed Yishun sec, wooooooh! :DDDD

NOOB, byebye.

Additional texts.

2009-01-14T22:46:00.003+08:00

Sorry to add on, just edited this page again.
Ytd it was closed, but I cannot tahan without blog.
I have to complain,I got no one to turn to.
Because I cannot always rely on others,
(ouch! my neck is so in f. pain!)

Sorry I never replied those tags, and causing my blog to be dead.
Here's a song which suits my mood because it's soft and sad;

I'm not even fit to be cared./

Am I myself?

2009-01-14T22:23:00.003+08:00

Had not been talking, meeting, seeing, hearing from him for 3 full days.
I went through "agonies" of stressful and difficulty times.
I'd learnt not to care so much, not to give in too much, not to love too much.

In schl, I was still hee-hee-ha-ha laughing with friends.
But in class I sucked, sometimes I wished to cry, but I won't. I won't.

This morning in hall, those naggy tchers were darn loh-so can.
Then sudd things flashed through another time, groaned.
(Dad's speaking of me now, he thinks I can't hear or what..)

I let out a cry just now, which I had bear it in my heart for a long time when he sms me..
I looked like a noob, so noob, very noob, I hate it, I look so weak, so disgusting.
My eyes were red, so were my lips and my nose, and I look as pale as ghost.
I can't cry... I did not close my room's door.. But it's so comfortable after I cried.

I didn't dare to reply, I want to say things, but I donno how it starts.
I have so much to say, rather, nothing to say.
I have fear to speak out my mind, ever again, I donwan another arguement.
I hate 'cold war', it makes me act like an useless female.

I went into toilet to calm myself, I looked into mirror, my face sucks.
Red eyes, red nose, red lips, pale face - I gave a slap for myself.
I have not confidence in everything I did these days, trainings killed me.
Bad receiving, bad serving, bad spiking, BAD MOOD..

Tmr I'll be having a northzone match, against Yishun, I better buck up.

No Title.

2009-01-11T13:17:00.004+08:00

I don't know, I don't care as much as I did.
I wanted to say smth, but I stopped.
& I texted, "What should I say..."
You don't know how much that I wanted to care.
And how much I'd tried to not.

SWIMMING DAY!

2009-01-03T22:54:00.005+08:00

Didn't really celebrate for th arrival of 2009.
But, mom prepared us abalones! & dishes can le. (:

29thofDecember went Eunice's condo for volleyball's party.
All of us, th juniors reached Eunice's condo first.
After that, i took a cup with water and splashed on Y.Ping.
Lol, then everyone started splashing waters, til we TOTALLY wet.

Then made myself dried and went up played volleyball.
Went out to blk 369 to play basketball with K.Eng, Z.Guang & Da Niu la.
With Y.Ping also la, we played til 6 smth thn went back condo.

At first i was going to wear th bikini but seemed too expose,
so borrowed a swimming suits and just went swimming til 9 plus!
I tell you, th guards kept complaining bout our noises, almost chase us out!

Went steam room to try to lose weights, haha, then went changed and home.
Very late alr, hah.

Ytd's night daddy drove me, mom and big bro to m'sia thn we stayed overnight.
Me and my mom only la, so today's morning woke up and invited th bride&groom.
My mom's cousin got married, handsome sial (^.^) the wifey also darn chio.

One'o clock plus, went to th restaurant. Eh 5 stars siah, haha.
Very cool, when all of us settled down and thr was hot music
& thn all (handsome&chio)'s waiters & waitress walked in with a line.
holding dishes, and danced, was darn cool la. (:

Went home, at first wan to go cut hair plus play bbl but no time le.
Goodnight-bye.

Oh God.

2009-01-02T19:19:00.004+08:00

Hehs fat-asses & monkeys;
I'm just back from training, tday coach wasn't here.
Think she was having a rest becos of her eyes la. :B

Walao, i didn't know that ppl will read achieves one leh!
I am really ashamed of what i wrote in th past few months lo.
Very childish -.- Siah, i thot alr in th past so nbdy'll read.
Sien thn one day got ppl came and teased me, LOL. :P
malu sia.. I was darn depressed, cos embarassing leh.
Pri 6 til sec 1's periods sure did many childish things one mah..
haish. Hope they won't tease la, mind my feeling k thy hor. :DD
Lol, god ah, so darn xia shuay /:
Anw going JB ltr at night til tmr's noon, wedding banquet.. -.-
Miss me la hor, thks ah bye bye.

HAPPY NIU EARRR 09.

2009-01-01T01:33:00.004+08:00

Yeappp. Happy New Year all. (:

& sorry, will not be replying tags, til i'm free.
FRIENDSTER ALSO NVR REPLY ONE AH.

Nvr go for countdown la, siannn.
Was doing my hmwk these days.
& i still couldn't complete that wrksht, shit!
Tmr, must do alr, Kuyeng asked me to go lib tmr.
At first she said Sentosa, my reaction was 'Siao ah'.

Lol, have been locked down by hmwk, walao.
I love doing hmwk, but no time for shopping! D:

Daddy just now was darn busy, donno with what.
Quite sad ar, cos i sms-ed him alot by he only replied some.
Then told me, got siaozaboh jio-ed him, LOL.
This noon just quarreled only, aiya normal one la.

THIS YEAR: PRAY HARD FOR ME & HIM TO STUDY WELL, :D
THEN ALSO, MATURE-MINDED, LESS ARGUEMENTS.

You know, last year we had been suffering from "Freedom-less diseases".
Sian, i want to enjoy my life this year! MMMOOOOOOOOO~ \m/

FAMILY & FRIENDS HAPPY HAPPY EH! -LOVE, KELLY.
& Human, don't FLIRT and don't LIE to your besties. I f. you if you do these!!!

SiLing-Gathering (small group) ;

2008-12-27T22:45:00.004+08:00

Hello monkeys & donkeys. (:
stupid tht time nvr go watch sunset.
then me and qiaoyi went down of my block slacked.
then went to playground thr slacked.
then went to admiralty thr bought foods & SLACKED.
then went back home again with qiaoyi and no one was back home yet.
Dumb, so me and qiaoyi watched tv, sian.
then my parents came back, whole family came back la.
then i sent qiaoyi home and went home eat. -.-

Yesterday went causeway la.
Sian leh i went thr NEVER LATE LA but all of them not thr.
Heng that time i was chatting with Daddy.
Wait wait waited then finally got one human came,
Koh Sian Keng la, then Rurong, th rest all was having lunch.
Then met alr went buying tickets (movie) la.

I tell you, that ticket-seller gave us th wrong tickets.
We said: "Bedtime stories, 3pm one, 8 people."
Then he said: "Yes Man ah?"
We repeated, then he gave us th tickets.
we happy happy went it, thn realised got ppl sitting on our seats.
Checked with those ppl their tickets, thn found out ours were 5pm one.
Then got one staff came in asked us go out, sibeh ps i tell you.
Then Ping thr kept scolding "Fuck sial", laughs.

We all went out thn found out Jonathan, Z.Guang & L.Jun still inside.
Th staff asked one ppl follow her to go in th cinema to call them out,
Then Kuyeng said "Ah one ppl go" walao thn kuyeng walked behind me los.
Then i said "walan xia shuay sia, need me to go in again."
then i went in, called them out, we went arcade played.

play play played i realised my pouch still inside CINEMAAAAA!
I ran up thr and asked th staff bring me in, XIA-SHUAY!
went in the guy showed me faces, i politely asked him to find my pouch for me.
he found and smiled, very handsome sia haha (-.-) then went out.
WENT IN THAT NEH-NEH CINEMA THRICE LEH ME! shuay.

COMMENTS: Bedtime stories, are for little kids to watch.
Even all those magazines are saying this, and i agreed.
Not happy, want spam, spam then, wahahaha. (-,-)

REPLIES>

2008-12-26T11:33:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not replying. :P
Anyway: May reply twice here, try looking for your name(s).

Eunice: Hello eunice Pig. ♥
SAMANTHA: Siao, next yr is still Ms Joyce hor.
See how you die if nvr do hmwk. Lol joke.
LingXin: Thks fr tagging uh, smile.
Jackson: what chiobu? -.- You saying you ah. lol GAY, & linked you alr wht.
Dilis: HEYLO LILY. You also chio la k, mwarkc. Hah, it's photoshopped.
Never go extension or dye la! NATURAL ONE LAAAA lol. Love you.
Suqingg: Hey chiobu too. (: My hmwk, only 35% done man.
Kexin: Thks la but i nvr dye it, its photoshopped. (: Movie? Ltr 2.30pm we all going to watch leh, you got come not?
-AhWeii-: MINGWEI :D Lol I know i zilian, you also k. Let me check yr hp.
Rasyidah: Eh-lo~ Your addidas one really nice, esp how you arrange th colors, wa damn beautiful la hor. Jealous, i go spam yr blog. Lol joke, TCs.
ZICHYUAN ZICHYUAN ZICHYUAN: [♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥].
Keng: Thks la, the color nice hor? Lol bhb. Eh darling i nvr dye la. ;p
Alicia: SEE YA NEXT YEAR, MISS ALL GIRLS IN 2E3.
SHU LUAN: Hahas, hi. No blog? :/
TingFang: Added (: Les ah you, nice hor your face that one. :P
RURONG: Rurong monster la, lols joke. Everytime come spam here. Ban you :P
passer: U13 isn't it? Hmm, vesus 4 schls, cheung chung, presby, bukit panj G. high & ... last schl frgtten alr, hahas. Why?
WENXI: Nvm, thks uh.
Destiny: Thks fr always visiting la, Beijing damn fun la k. :D Copy copy they don't have style ah.. ): chat on9!
Xinpei: No, hahas.
Dilis: I'm not emo la. Haha.
Partner: Eh thought you were dead? -.- I don copy you la, haha.
Val: Relink soon :D
Yanni: Who you? :D
- : picnik.com! :) go edit lo uh, byebye. DO come again.
Daddy: eh what. :x
MICHEL♥: haha so big yr word.
WEILIN: Next time la, lol i signing off le. :p
JIENI/ALICIA/KENG/JACKSON/KAREN/JASMINE: THKS MERRY X'MAS TOO!

P/S: relink&link soon, sorry hor i'm going out..

HELLO.

2008-12-25T16:25:00.003+08:00

Eh, i going to watch sunset with this siao za bor here alr.
so reply tags tmr k?
Come back hor i track you down ah.
BYEBYE!

I'm on blog!

2008-12-25T15:01:00.005+08:00

Heheheheheh.. Paiseh la.
Long time did not log in here alr.
Chin pai seh la hor, busied. D;
ytd's night went out with daddy & his 6 friends.
Haha okay i hid away whn saw them, noob sial!
No choice, really, saw them i very very very ps.
Eh people shy cannot ah? LOL Joking la.
Heng i nvr pua toh or did stupid things ytd.

Went Amk watched Twilight la, not bad los.
Very mushy sehhs, "You are like a... drug to me." etc etc.
I heard alr wanted to roll my eyes & faint.

Eh, got one siaozaboh is at my house now:

CHAN QIAO YI. She's vry noisy la, now beside talk talk talk.
( Lol, I purposely wrote for her to see. )
"Kelly, do your hmwk leh... Faster~"
[she's scratching me now, like her dog did to me ytd.]

Okay let's continue about my ytd's celebration-
Ytd I

QIAOYI SHUDDUP, THANK YOU.

Okay back, that's for her to see.
Ytd very late thn reached home.
Bought $7 of chocs, daddy la, said want eat kit-kat kit-kat.
-burp- End.

Yesterday's afternoon went over to QiaoYi's house:

And her house was like a pet farm/shop/house.
Two one-month old kittens & one dog, cola. Coka cola? -.-
th kittens are very tiny sial, newton & schrohdinger. -.- (Full names)
Names got from physics books, crazy la her.

"Can you hurry up??" -QiaoYi.

WALAO.

2008-12-17T12:03:00.003+08:00

I'm damn angry, copycats should be extinct !
my friendster, that & THAT girls, are using my lines everywhere.
Can i kill them? They should realise it themselves lo!
Shameless uh! Shameless la! Shoo SHOO!

BeiJing's Training Trippp!

2008-12-10T17:06:00.010+08:00

Some of Beijing trip's photos:

Olympic stadiums:
Yuping Eunice YingJie and ME! / Xinpei, YingJie, Ping, Eunice, ME, Pan!

In Restaurant: / I love Tan Ting Fang!?

Outside Gu Gong! / Outside hostel hotel room, me and xinpei! :D

Outside th street:
JiaJing having Candy Floss./Bing Tang Hu Lu!/SEX!/Captain&Vice-!.

Olympic Stadium: TingFang kena slapped in th face when
she wanted to deesiao our camera-woman. / JJ,EU,YP,ME!,YJ.

In my bathroom, i was washing clothes. :D

In/Outside of Gu Gong (Old Palace):
With Sun Jie Jie, our tour guide beside Pan. [my hair sucks -.-]

where huang di & huang hou stays after marriage.

Trainings: In the China's sports schl.
Many olympic's players were there before.
Teams that are near th camera are seniors, teams behind are juniors. (:

Great wall of China: B Div' seniors! / Juniors, C'Division ! x3

(the weather was too too too cold! so my hairs sticked on my face.)
Th lake wasn't frozen here/ The lakes were frozen.

Airport: YingJie with Kelly with Yuping with Eunice!

(hair was damn messy that day.)

& TO BE NOTICED
that all of the photos are NOT taken by me.
these are all grabbed from seniors and teammates.
Thks to those uh, sorry too. :)
but i'm th one who edited them. woohhoo.

MORE TO BE POSTED,
& this post is sure gonna be re-edited again.

Back from Beijing.

2008-12-10T00:07:00.003+08:00

Hey monk-keys & tigress.
Ytsd 3pm in th noon liddad, our plane reached s'pore.
Called dad and he said he was alr at T3 waiting fr me.
LOL, and i was at T2 hahas. x)

Parents drove me to eat, and then home.
Unpacked my luggage, my room was a big mess!
Then Shuiyuan (brother) was packing his luggage.
Because his flight to China was at 3am later.

Sms-ed daddy, he said that day can't meet.
His parents didn't allow him to go out,
since he was going to catch a flight later on.
asked him stay at home pack and clean th hse, wth.

Will do th updates in Beijing later on th other post.
I didn't bring any cameras there so will get pics from friends.

Is it th time to learn to be independent on my own?

I'm afraid to step out in my life,
it's like running on th road w/o shoes,
very cold, in th dark, keep on panting..

is my mom gonna sell me away tmr?
or boyfr's gonna give me his cold shoulder?
or dad is gonna scold me in my face?
or i'm gonna top in th whole school and people all hates me?
Siao.

Something is empty, something which i do not know.
I'm learning to be mature, and independent.

Friends, love me back, not to ask for number or what.
I don't need attentions, and i don't even seek for any!

Stop talking about me, and i shall stop dragging myself.
I must start facing th world, learn to walk out of hse alone.
no friends, no boyfr whom cares, must learn to play with my own.

I don't need a pretty face, a mountain of cash, my god.
All i want for is to be happy, loves from everyone, and be on th correct path.

I love to be in th malls, shopping happily.
In th cinema, laughing with boyfr.
On th beautiful street at night, walking with friends.
I love going overseas, with my lastest cloth and pants on,
holding a camera, tasting new wonderful foods,
thinking that "I'm growing up, i'm mature."

Don't judge me, I'm afraid. I do mind, what others say.
Opinion may help improving my life but not, those hurtful stuffs.
You don't say them to make me cry, i sue you for that. ): I'm sad enough.

COPYCATS GET HOME.

2008-11-30T15:45:00.003+08:00

Hey copycats boiled my blood, they crawled under my skin.
They are freaking, freaking, freaking, annoying and disgusting.
I don't want to say hol-right, i've nth to say if i go to yr blog, and found smth look/sound similar like me, words, pictures or stuffs and stuffs etc.
I'm not saying that i'm 100 percent totally right, maybe they just happened to have th same idea as me or what.
I am just telling those who have no guts no faces, scram off from me.
& Flirters too, you know when they was just trying to act like they're th cutest LITTLE girls in th whole damn world in front of guys.
They comb their hairs when they're gonna meet with yr boy and else.
Faint, seriously, so what if you're so fugly? show off infront of guys isit?
DIMWIT *&@^#(#$^P)!~?@!#^~(&^
Didn't you have yr own 'cutest' style?
Attention seekers are bloody th unglamorous!

Movieeeee day/. :D

2008-11-30T13:18:00.008+08:00

Ytd went out with boy.

Met with him at first, went amk hub and Somerset.
Out of sudden, i thought of smth which i was angry on him again.
I went totally moodless, and we didn't talk for that noon.
Walking side by side, without talking seemed embarrassing.
After all, finally told him th reason in mrt station of Somerset.
Then he made th promise, which i trust so i wasn't angry anymore.
Went back to amk and watched Cape No.7, nice show uh. (:

p/s: GUYS, tmr i'm going to BeiJing alrd.
For training trip, hokay anything leave a tag.
sms me if you money many many :D

hokay, people & one thing DON'T COPY&DON'T FLIRT, yes YOU.
(Quote it and damn you, better stuck it into yr freaking little assy mind.)

Flirters/Copycats/Liars; MAY ALL OF YOU GO AND DIE.
dont you dare to boil my blood, donkeys' asses.

p/sssssss: Nah, don't talk like me and when i go to yours & yours & yours & YOURS blog i hope i see nth that are similar as mine.

HAPPY :D

2008-11-29T12:30:00.003+08:00

hehs. Hippos & Monk-keys.
I'm going out now.
& i'm gonna be real late.
B'cos i was editing my pictures.
and what? I'm going for a movieeeee!
and what? And shooopppinnnggg! ;D
hol-right hol-right. -.-
and what? with my dad!!
Yes, that's th point. -,-
and maybe Brian will be along with us.
cos he asked me out, but me & dad are going out.
So i asked him to join us, so and so lo..

Monday i'm FLYING to beijing los..
I have alr started packing my luggage.
heheheh, tmr will be my dad's bday.
wooots, cake cake i love cake-kek. (:

this morning just watched th movie of Spongebob Squarepants!
funnnnnnnnnnnneh. like. hell. man! :D
hokayhokay, good-de-ber-ai. goodbye la -.-

tmr then i upload my photos can? though you won't be expecting for them -.-

BLOGSHOP-PEEEEEEEEE :D

2008-11-28T09:03:00.004+08:00

hey peep-po, or hippo (:
Just went online shop shopped arnd
& what? I found this!!!

GRANDPA LOAFERRRRRS! }:D

Damn prettyaye leyyyyy. For me la, KAO.
Selling at only $17, WHAT? AGAIN?
Yes $17, WAAAAAAAAAAA....WAAAAA...WAAAAA...WAAA. [~]
(sorry i'm used to self-talk, like coach said -.-")

Hokay i'm posting it here, just wanna hear yr opinion.
SO IS THIS BEAUTIFUL 'LADY' LOOKING BEAUTIFUL FOR YOU?

A push, and i fell.

2008-11-26T11:15:00.005+08:00

I'm sorry for speaking up like this, hokay?
I re-edited this post again and again but..
i still sound insincerely.
I AM SORRY please reply my text alright?
It's rude to read a msg and set yr phone aside.

I know i were wrong for saying "ya, i don't want to talk."
because i need time to calm! You tell a joke and i laugh that's it.
But you sent me "...i don give a damn." when i'm concerning bout yr stuff.
I totally, silent.

okay i think i don't post anymore, i'm going out to relax.
Eh 4 more days and i'm going away.
can't you just cherish th time like you said?

Pictures uploaded, post next day.
:D

不是你没用 {是我自己错.

Nothing, craps.

2008-11-21T20:56:00.004+08:00

Just added a youtube player on my page (:
-clapclap- yay so happy neh.
Nice ley, all Jay's songs are my favs lalala.
I rmb i have been listening to Jay's since 7.
Then i mwarkc mwarkc him till now eeee :D

Hehs, tday went Cedar Girl's School for friendly.
teehee, we lost all four games, tsk tsk.
We improved alot, veh veh much hork.
Some games we almost won too, happyyy.
haiyer, we had alr tried our very best JIAYOU.

Before tday's games i went to meet with dad.
wooh. Oh Becos we did not meet for 1 week alr i think.
haish, he is locked at home, cos his uncle came over his house.
and one more week liddad i'm going to BeiJing training trippp.
Then i come back th next day his team went agn -.-

Haish, i have not order our cpt yet yet yet! D:
It's becos i'm lazy but not lazy but a little lazy. (-.-)?
& i'm like grrr, feel like doing it but also don't at th same time.
Blogshop, i think i should stop la, mommy bo money alr.
-roll on floor- Can i roll somemore so money would drop?
(so th whole night i'm rolling.. rolling... and rolling...)
Hokay, stops my lame j0ke.

NIGHT-BYE/ copycat(s) i tell my mom you copy me ar.

A crap, tries to cheer teammates up./

2008-11-18T00:17:00.004+08:00

Haha, suddenly crap out this, no idea :
yingjie, kelly, kelly, yingjie, kelly, yingjie, kelly, kelly,
kelly, yingjie, yingjie, kelly, yingjie, kelly, yingjie is piggg!
Hey is is hor, not are.
So yingjie is pig, hahahahaha.
Hokay just a joke, don't take it too seriously.
Cheer up girls. Mwarkc mwarkc! x33

` We lose today, we win tmr. /

2008-11-17T23:48:00.003+08:00

Kinda sad tday, we lost th game again.
against bukit panj, we almost won, but our mentally wasn't prepared.
so at last we lost once more, and this would be th last one i swear !!
Tmr, and tmr's games, we will win, we have to, we got to, we should!
Hokay guys, just work on our teamwork and thats it, sure win one..

Coach said: "it's not about your skill's problem.
It's all about here (she's pointing at her brain).
Don't pull a long face, don't even cry!
I should be th one crying!" very fierce, can tell right.

She scolded us, so badly, but i know she just did it for all of us.
Great 'mother' like i said, she is still that rocks.
Lol i sounded like lesbian, hahaha no la stupid.
Hokay short post, so tmr coach, i swear you'll hear th good news.

Guys, TEAMWORK. & cheer, don't sad if you made mistake, learn from it (:
GOD PLEASE BLESS US FOR TH MATCHES, PROVE COACH WRONG!

anyway tday got things to share with Daddy one, but he's ill ..
So when he asked me what is it i said nothing.. Haish, i'm so sad.
We today msg-ed only for a very short while, called him but he was slping.. ):

loves, good-night/good-bye.

& Boring day turned out fun./

2008-11-15T22:51:00.005+08:00

Hokay guys, i went to youtube to look arnd and i saw this!

He is totally krazy! D:
You throw me a flute and ask me to do this i would prefer to pay you cash.

Anyway, yesterday's morning i laid on bed and was feeling extremely shucks.
So i picked my phone up and started sms sisters arnd to ask them out.
But some couldn't make it so i actually decided to stay at home like nerd.
Somehow Eunice replied and told me that she can make it for a while.
and then she suddenly text me "Im on th way to your house." Smthing liddad.
I got shocked so i got up to brush up and eat my cereal breakfast.
Spent about 15mins before i went down to meet her, hahaha.

chatted on th benches, laughed like mad ppl, hit here and there lo.
then suggested to go 888 plaza to have lunch, so we both went thr.
after eating we went to th playgrounds, behind my block and behind our schl.
played th monkey bars, thn throw sticks on trees took slippers and ran.
haish alot of thingys la, very very fun hahas. Then til 2, her parents came to fetch her.
i happily went home lo, watched tv ate cereal chiong-ed computer agn la.

Today woke up, sms, sang songs, & then thought of who to go out with again.
Daddy he wanna slacks at home i think so nvr ask him out lo, let him rest. (:
after some while, canceled th thoughts of going out, wanna slack like daddy does!
So took some markers and started drawing on my drawing blocks..
hmmmm, until halfway daddy called then chatted til we both slept.
cos raining somemore leh, my bed so nicenice, plus his voice haha.

woke up sms daddy thn i went out to makan, thn went back use comp.
In between that guy (my brother) quarreled with me again, he's an skank.
Don't bother him, i simply disgusted by him sometimes, acts like he's th pro.
kai-puuii! Please la woh-my-gawd, but sometimes we are quite good tgt.

and plus, i'm afraid i'm sounding more like ahlians, seriously!
Hokay you may be thinking, i'm alrdy sound like one, let me tell you, "okay la".
starting to control on my speech alr, i don't want to speak like low standard ppl.
you know when i'm arguing with my bro, i felt like throwing bloody chairs at him.
throwing knives better, make sure they get into his mouths, nola just giving examples.
but sometimes their (all 3 brothers) mouths are so foul that i could actually die just liddad.

mom nagged me just now, asked me to be more gentle, wahaha.
i like okay okay try try, hahas, since young i said this, until i old also no use.
hahahas, then i felt depressed ma, so i blogshop-ped lo, to cheer up.
called my mom many times to let her see what i want to buy,
she walked in and out until she said "aiya don't buy la!, i was like laughing.
then daddy heard, he said i'm spending money this and that, laughs.

Just now asked daddy online-d then i saw him all th blogshops of couple tees.
Finally i found those nice nice one, yeah one clap thanks. :D
and then he said nice, i said nice, so we both decided to order los.
But th people nvr online so i tmr go buy top-up card then sms her for orders.
Long sleeves leh, belly nice lo. Hope to wear it as soon as posssibleeeeeee. (:

& daddy last time we went bugis and i chose 2 shirts for him to buy.
One grey one hot pink he doesn't dare to wear th hot pink, haha.
he said it's girl's cutting, belly sissy la, i asked him to wear on Sat.
Then if belly sissy i send him home immediately, laughs bad hor? :D
but daddy said donwan so i said gimme lo i wear, he agreed lol.
see my daddy so nice, hahas.

tmr morning have to wake up again.. thn ready to go competition.. haish.
against bukit pangj gov high la, abit challenging oh so whatever. ):
nevermind just chiong for all lo, gain experiences good good haha.
EH!!? Wear jersey or what ah!? Sheesh i frgt to ask captain -.-

Going to buy new phone soon, donno what model yet.
Buying new camera too, i think.
Buying new red cap, new shoe, new bag, new specs, plain hoodie and watch soon!
oh Jesus i'm so so so excited, gonna shop til drop, and money pok! Hees.

goodnight, i hate beetle, it appears near me EVERYNIGHT, shucks.
yeah, i'm afraid of insects. (I've talk too much too muchhh)
good-bye/good-night.

@ New blogskins /!

2008-11-13T23:36:00.003+08:00

Hokay, just changed this blogskins and did not manage to finsih editing yet.
Goodnight, see you again.

&`Ten Facts of Crazy Baocai Kelly /.

2008-11-13T08:29:00.006+08:00

Tagged by Xinpei Yingjie Eunice Kexin to finish this.

The rules and regulations :
1.Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little know facts about yourself.
2.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

1) I eat damn slow.
2) I stuff my both cheeks with foods first before i swallow or chew.
3) I'm very in love with volleyball, boyfr too. -.-
4) I always vomit out some food after i had my meals.
5) I hate staying at home but i love staying at home, too.
-pls rest your eyes for a rest, my mama says its good-*
6) I watch ten brothers at first and i screamed. (their hairstyles are scary)
7) I am so afraid to lose my friends, or make them dulan.
8) I always go hee-hee-ha-ha in my days, you realise.
9) I am hyper active human, you ask me stop at a spot, i stop my legs but move my hands, stop my hands i move my head, stop my head i move my butt, stop my butt i move my eyes, after eyes i move my mouth. & thats it, you never get to stop my mouth.
10) I hate to be, ODD-ONE-OUT.

Tag, nobody, to do this cause everyone is doing it.
TEEHEE.

} First match, first experience /.

2008-11-10T22:03:00.005+08:00

Currently chatting with th ladies, in msn. :D
Okay reporting sir!
Reporting that my phone... is spoilt! (finally)
But i miss it ley, should award 'Best SuperPhone'.
Tolerance 1000%, but because th user is so called abusing it every min
& finally...poor phone is put to sleep, forever.

Okay la serious, th screen half of it is totally spoilt.
Th camera, coolest ever, water soaked in, everything dark pink. :D
Speaker, totally, bo sound ): No music = But still got life.
Okay that is all, don't badmouth my phone le.
Buying new one, o-yeah babe. Cheese/Kimchi.

so tday we had th first match of under 13.
& we lost, unprepared. Maybe only me? oh what so ever.
It's ok to lose, right. So long we learn from it.
Still got three more matches, must chiong looooooh guys.

Fulian ace :O /Cheer like mad, enjoy the game.

} another friendly match /.

2008-11-06T18:48:00.004+08:00

Just had a friendly with Greenwich Meridian Secondary.
Okay we won th game, sort of thrashings? Not so. :/
Well, their attitude, hmmm. You get what i mean? "):"
Lol alright my team members knew. Its okay if you dont.

I'm not very good in mood to blog or laugh right now.
Kinda pissed off by someone, not my boy, serious. [:
I miss my boy anyway, 1 week nv see him alrdy?
But this Saturday will meet, woo-yay lalala yeahhs.

Now brother nagging that i'm using computer, b-lah.
Hmm, i've touched my maths homework. Guai leyyy~
Okay enough crappings i'm going to watch ten brother le.
Even though th show is terribly scary, referring ten bro.

Lol, and and and, my phone is damaged! Changing soon. (:
Goodbye, shuttup brother!*

Ohya, th quiz you guys tagged me to do will be up next time i post okay?
Sorry uh was watching nigahiga so no time. (:

# Youtube vids /.

2008-11-01T15:14:00.007+08:00

Here check out these. 10, 000, 000+ viewed.
Kick his ass.

& this. 65, 336, 087 viewed on youtube.
Just th baby going hahaha but sounds damn cute de can.

& this? 19 milions plus viewed.

& this. Blood and he said "buh-lud".

This one is ass cool. Baby break dance, mind th word 'baby'.

after watching this baby break dance i told myself that maybe this 'baby' is midget. Lol.
Midget? Check dict if you dont know. -.-

Okay this video below isn't bout babies or stuffs.
It's bout two cute Philippians! Watch it, no regret ;D
Wannabe, 3 millions plus viewed.

@ I am sick, ohmygawd /!

2008-11-01T10:01:00.020+08:00

Well, ytsd i'm very very sick.Having high fever, some rashes and headache.
In that morning training actually started at 7.30am, but i was late by half an hr,
and we had to keep balls after training.

Reached thr, some teammates came down and talked to me.
Somehow Ms Lim came down and i was shocked when i saw her.
I thought she would send me home immediately.
But she came and touched my forehead.
And then she saw me with alot da sweats, she asked "You ran here?"
I told her i walked here, i was so weak to even stand properly.
Lol, she said walk also can sweats like you ran here.
She did ask me to go home, said cannot train that day. I got panic and refused to go,
haha like kid yeah. -.-

Went up volleyball court and did drills.
Shunyi was late too, so i partnered with her. I think i get better when i first touched th volleyball.
haha then i gained some strength la haha.
Shunyi spiked some balls quite hard then i missed them, so i shouted
"Hey my mana only left 1% hor!" Mana is th strength used to call in games la, eg. maple [:

playplayplay, thn coach came, we laughed at her height hahas.
she was kinda my height, but some other teammates are taller.
thn we played set games agn, i was playing too. thn coach asked me over on th 5th rotation
and felt my forehead. she felt it hot and asked me like i can play and stuff.

thn i said 'can can can' everything also can thn suddenly xueli said
"She everytime lie." haha she's funny.
Thn coach stepped my foot and said "You don't lie hor." i laughed.
i said i didn't, thn after some while she sent me to rest -.-
Shunyi they all said my face was very red that time, zzz.
Aftr training me, yuping, eunice lunched in canteen for 1hr plus. haha,
so tday i woke up and found out that, I DON'T HAVE ANY RASHES ANY HEADACHE ANYMORE (: but, i still having very little of fever, hahahahahaha.

Ytsd supposed to go fr trick or treats too ):
But i was so sick that i can't make it, haish sad sial.
Me and him, long time nvr meet le, The End.

&` NEW JERSEYS N TIGHTS! /

2008-10-29T20:09:00.005+08:00

Anyways, i can't wait going to BeiJing for training trip..
I want to have fun and escape from here, NOW.
Hey guys, competitions are only 12 days away.
Jiayou, Jiayou, JiaJiayou, JiaJiaJiayou, Jiayou!
Alomak bodoh me ); If i could only let things go easily..
Haish tmr having training agn, 8.30-2pm. o.o
Geees-geees-geees, life is like a boat, swaying swaying.
Erm boats can use 'sway' to descrice th act ba?* lol.
[back to post for.....3 hours later.. Hahas -,- ]
Whoots, just chatted with th guys on msn. Haha :D
Some are crazy, some are emo now. D-duh!
Daddy just went for his Under 19- competition.
Now he's back, he said his chest and stomach are pain..
Worry, because this holidays they are having alot of
trainings, almost full week, some weeks with all competitions..
But he still have Saturdays & Sundays with me then.
Oh yeay ~ So now back to my trainings.
Just work hard fr these trainings even though are hard.
I'm having my back muscles and stomach muscles aching!
Are because coach said i arched too much, so have to relax.
my thighs are horribly aching too, haiyaya. Sad lo );
Sit-ups & push-ups caused all these.. ah! and bench jumps.
ANW WE GOT OUR JERSEYS & TIGHTS! ;DDDDDDDD
i wonder if i spelled my 'tights' wrongly not.* hehes.
Its cool, cool, cool alright okay cans? woohoo.
Goodnight./ ❤

}` BABEY HAMSTER, REST.IN.PEACE! /

2008-10-29T19:04:00.008+08:00

I'm so-so-so sorry, I'm really sorry babey! }':
Please Forgive Me I Beg Of You. )':
I know I'm very very very wrong,
i should have give you foods, fresh water, clean environment, spend my times with you..
Sorry Sorry... Please REST.IN.PEACE

I love you i really really do, aww.
My bday wish includes "My hamster lives happily forever."
But why did it turn out this way?! My fault.
I think you died because i thought my Dad was feeding you these day
but my Dad came back and told me that he did not feed him for alr 2 days..
I know i'm very selfish, everytime when i walked pass you i ignored you
and i thought you would still be there when i come to you, I SIMPLY THOUGHT.

I must be nut or mad-cased, i should know how to cherish you,
AFTER CAUSING YOUR WIFE WHO JUST GAVE BIRTH TO 6 BABIES TO LOST
AND THE REST OF YOUR BABIES JUST DIED DAY BY DAY WITHOUT THEIR MOTHER BY THEIR SIDES, ALL MY ASS-FAULTS... ):
Now, you died of hunger, I'm sorry );
I hate myself so much, these days i've been so damn stressed because i think I'm sucha asshole loser and everybody hates me so much. I always offend people so accidentally, this period, this month i'm shuay enough, goodness.

So hopefully coach will not choose main sixs in these recent days..
IMMALOSERRRR.

2008-10-26T18:25:00.007+08:00

RANDOMPICTURES (OLD&NEW)

Jay chou, my third boyfr cute hor? (:

Naughty neighbor; first container of rice i cooked.

Class 1E3, i am at th bottom row scnd^from right.

Old pictures, haha i love sisters.

Very old pictures. (:

Sweet memories, aww.

Myself ; My 13th Bday Cake!

Myself;Myself -.-

Myself again; YingJie & Me on National Day.

Hahas, these asre found back in my phone.
Enjoy then, bless.

2008-10-26T14:27:00.004+08:00

Haha Peepo I've just changed my blogskins. (:
No archives becos if you missed it, it won't be coming back.
and so i'm letting th past away, far far i go..
Hey i'm going to edit my pictures leeee.
Anw don't sms me please, because my prepaid is $0.
At first it was line, but my mom changed it to prepaid -.-
Stupid half a mth and th $20 is gone. GONE! :l
So tml if i'm going out with hubby i'll buy a new one.
and now what hubby's doing i also don't know.
Last night, Brian smsed me and i didn't know.
Because he smsed my old number, which is with my mom.
Thn he scolded me just now when he on9-ed immediately.
Hahaha, serve you belly belly right. Who ask you. ;x
Okay la later you say i add salt onto yr injuries agn..
Happy cheer up to you, happy cheer up to you, happy cheer up to emo brian, happy cheer up to you.
Stupid i do not know wht song is tht, i felt like an idiot. -.-
Whtever, i'm just crapping. heheh, hehe, heheh, hehs.
hehe? HEHEHE! hehehehehehhhhhhhhs. hehs.... crazy @.@

2008-10-26T11:00:00.007+08:00

Hellos, Friday after training we volleyballers went home immediately to change up for barbecue later on. My mom helped to prepare bobochacha (some kinda drinks) and crab meats, but th drink was in a big pot and i didn't want to carry it like that so Eunice asked Jenny & XueLi to help me bring it over to her condo. thanks leh sisters (: but after th party i brought it home by my own -.- During th barbecue we were eating, eating, eating and eating. and now i think i'm fatter can. ): we had much fun than during trainings indeed. Fooled around even took a lot of photos. Thanks to Eunice's parents and her naughty little sister too. (: we played til very late like 10 plus then went home separately. Around 8 or 9 we sat down and chatted very very very happily. Sisters mean sisters, they're really nice, even though sometimes i always offend you guys accidentally haha but you all forgive me, and sometimes part of us quarreled or what so ever.. That night was th best ever, it is really very fortunate that we have a team with every members are so close. Kiss? haha. I wore th necklace that Hubby bought for me all night long, even now i'm wearing it. I showed it to my mom and she said "wa diamonds ah?" Lol. I pasted my class photo and Hubby's class photo in my room, near study table there. Tomorrow hope can go out with him because my prepaid is nearly $0 now.. Pray that he has no training tomorrow, oh Jesus. I'd learn something, that girlfriends and boyfriend must be separated, if not they fight! I mean my boyfriend not so petty la, he doesn't mind anything. But just that my girlfriends they aren't very use to hang around with male(s) around. Haish this is really really very sad but have to respect all of them, no choice. I love them all, no bias mentality at any single all. Currently listening to Jay's album. Hmm.. not very well done leh. Only 'shuo hao de xin fu ne" & "shi guang ji" are nice for me la. Jay please keep it up because i expect a lot from your products. ); Boring, trainings are very very tough nowadays, i'm so-so-so stressed up how? Jesus, Help there? Coach is making me dizzy, ahlomak wo de ma ya. Okay ends here, thank you for viewing and Lord for blessing.

2008-10-22T20:11:00.005+08:00

Taggies Reply:

Eunice / Brian Lee; Oh? Thnks fr yr wishes la. Bday is over anw )': haha still owe me presents hor!
Kexin<3; Hahahahs. Alright thn, jiayou fr nxt yr ba.
Xinlerk; Hey too ._.
ZhenJie; You nvr meh? You did sing in msn, you did! You stm or me? hahas.
MeiJun; Erm, i primary 4 thn transferred in. My cca changed every yr laa, only badminton and table tennis i rmb, hahhas. TCs (;
Dilis; Yoooooooooooooooooooooo too -.- hahs.
Achaa; Alright, later haha.
Yihan; You pay me i tag you, simple. Hahs, tcs.
Wenxi; Erm? hahs i knw you la. (: ya were from siling too, like i said i was transferred in only whn i were Primary 4 lol. I wasn't popular off course you didnt see me ;DD. Okay will link you up soon yeaps, TCs. (:
MingWei; Uhuh, you tootieee. My pLesent i still want i don't care, bleahhhh.
JieNi; Hey must gib you ah? Lazy leh. Lol you gimme thn can le la, LOLs.

Thanks For Tagging.

2008-10-22T19:44:00.005+08:00

Tday U.K RINGERS got 2nd runner-up..
Okay its quite embarrassing fr us to get 2nd runner-up can..
we went up stage to get our medals, mrs kok
was funny she helped me with th medal and she said "nice".
at first i hate her to death, you knw she sets strict rules.
but aftr these i am kind of okay with her alr,
maybe its becos she did not catch my attire? haha.
i didnt knw bout Hubby going up to stage too.
I missed out TWICE! First was i shy, my sister asked me
to look at him bt i pretended to be busy uh.
Second was they asked me to scream, i sort of agree.
but whn i looked up (i didnt wear specs), he was alr down th stage -.-
i was like, STUPID i did not even see him alright!?!?!? ):
aftr sch we, volleyballers went to Sheng Siong to buy things fr
our friday's BBQ celebration party. WOOOHOOOO! ;D
bought many heavy stuffs and spent total 60 dollars plus.
So we went th coffeeshop arnd and had lunches thr, and fun too! (:
I love my teammates, and anw
"WeAre GoingTo BeiJingFor TrainingIn 2nd Of Dec"!
OMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGLLLAAAAAAAAA!! :DDDDD
so damn happy siol, happy happy happy. (:(:(:
but i will definetely miss my baby thr, mwarkcs ):
duh worry uh hubby, i will call you at night! Promise!
So this coming holidays i will spend more times with him heheh.
tmr is getting report bk, ohmytian.
Mom and Dad, pls don't touch any sharp materials tmr.
(In case you take and throw at me immed aftr glancing thru my results -.-)
IIILOOOOOVVVVEEEEEEVVVOOLLLLEEEYYYYYBBBBAAAAAAAALL !~

2008-10-19T01:01:00.008+08:00

Having one more friend is much better than causing another enemy.

"Please" kindly treat Everybody with a smile.

多一个朋友好过多一个敌人.

"请"你微笑着去面对任何人.

*Pls, you're no longer a kid.

2008-10-18T23:41:00.003+08:00

hey bday girl is here here here (:
tday is my bday, happy thirteen's bday kelly! (:
I just had my bday with my boyfr, fr 5hr 30mins.
loveees him de can de can de cans? wahahaha.
went to Singapore Zoological Gardens, cool leh.
Okay at first i thought it gonna be boring bt its not.
it was fun okay alright okay alright okay alright lol.
taken lotsa pictures leh, will ask Hubby to upload tml.
So i were asked to be at home befr 5.30pm by mom -.-
me and Hubby rushed out from th zoo and went to
amk by bus. and on th bus me and hubby hugged til
very tight and listened to songs, he sang only. <3>

we shopped fr couple rings and other thingys.
But did not buy i think it was becos Hubby thinks
its very expensive or no time ba, hahahas. ;D
and we mrt-ed back to admiralty and we walked
back to my home. wthhh i was 35mins late man.
Hubby went home aftr tht, erm so i celebrated with
my father, mother, 3 brothers, baby neighbor, neighbors.
I was so so so so xin fu de hao ma? I love god, thnks god.
Aunty(neighbor) gave me a red packet consisted of $50!
but my mom said she'd to return becos this isn't a party
so can't be so greedy to take, damn i thought i could spend!
D: awwww man.. anw chenlin gave me two presents.
He gave me on Friday and i ran away immed aftr school.
Becos th whole class said tht he 'likes' me and i felt disgusted.
So aftr sch YingJie asked me to run to th toilet immed,
while chenlin was looking fr me to gimme my presents.
I called up hubby in th toilet to 'protect' me hahahas. ;DD
thn he went up and those ppl in my class doing duty said:
"Wa Kelly see chenlin made these beautiful ribbons and wrappings lea"
thn i told them, "you knw my boyfr is here? hahaha"
and they quickly shut thir mouths, so cute lo! Lol.
now see chenlin i also paiseh, sibeh paiseh -..-
anw maybe tml im going to Hubby's hse, finally.
I hope i can go so damn muchhhh de kay? but hor.
His parents still didn't knw bout me being his girlfr.
was like "Hello? Im yr girlfr fr alr 3mths plus dude."
haish, but im afraid tht they wud 'bash' hubby up if
they knw about me, don care la. I want to GOOOO! D;
okay, th end of my long stories, i gotta go darlings.
P/S: thnks to those who flooded my inbox & friendster.
yr bday wishes are VERY APPRECIATED okay!!! x33.
goodnight babehs.

2008-10-12T18:59:00.003+08:00

whoots, just came bck from cwp.
went thr at 1.45 to meet hubby fr awhile.
bcos he was going to indoor court to watch a match with his team.
haish, it's really a while lo. 2 min -.-
kissed le jiu go, diao... -.-
tday i were supposed to meet YingJie at 2.
bt i reached thr so much earlier, and i only spent 15mins on grooming and changing.
who said im always late, i can be as early as possible!
hahas, only depend on my mood la. ;x
and so met Yingjie and she gave me two cookies to eat, thnks (;
thn went shopped shopped arnd and bought 2 presents.
Siankeng's present will buy on nxt wk, haha.
and thn we went Metro, we were to buy clothes.
while on th way up (escalator), an ahlian kept on made noise like hamsters do.
thn i thought was my friends, so i looked back once, didnt see anyone.
Agn, i heard th noise, so we both turned back.
but you knw tht uneducated-mei jia jiao-ahlian said "Stare wht stare."
walao kns la she thought we really wanna stare at her mehs.
it wasn't bcos tht you were damn chio or wht uhs, you were faggot.
So wht, wearing colorful skimpy dresses & unprofessional make-up make you feel really tht proud uh?
yr face must as well get rotten as you're still under puberty ages.
attract attention. yala yala you ahlian-iest la, congrats you won.
okay, sorry if i'm too much or wht bcos i really hate being 'kajiao-ed'.
lets continue, so me and yingjie went tested th clothes.
nice, and maybe we're buying them asap! Wait fr us, clothes!
Thn felt thirsty and went down to Sweettalk thr.
and saw a guy, with a extremely height, like at least 210cm and above.
(i took his pic using YingJie's phone and she'll upload it tnight i think)
walao he is very very very very tall can.
Saw th queue was long so went in valudollar to buy green tea.
and smth happened agn, sian la.
while choosing drink, i saw an uncle walked in, and i heard smone making 'bird' noise.
so i turned my head and waited fr tht guy to enter.
Not soon aftr 3secs a guy wearing black with damn lotsa piercings at th mouth's area came in, followed by anthr 2 friends.
erm, they were thr to buy drinks too.
i went silent la, didnt talk bcos donwan dio daiji (guaikia leh lol).
so i waited YingJie to choose her drink, th guy with many piercings thn open th fridge door and his whole arm toughed my back, and thn Yingjie heard his friends saying "Why you opened th fridge door so wide fr wht, purposely de uh?"
okay, if you're smart enough you'll sure understand it.
and i quickly went to th cashier, and i queued.
thn they came agn, one guy looked at me so i looked away.
Aftr tht thn realised i queued at th wrong line -.-
Damn ps so i went away, called yingjie and she was at th cashier.
went back to find, they were gone.
ahahs, thn happy time lo. went lib and thn foodcourt to buy dinner.
th end.

2008-10-12T09:39:00.002+08:00

Yeah guys.
Ytsd went causeway, bugis, thn central with KuyEng & Keng.
Long time didn't see them le.
went bugis junction, saw Myuk pencil case, and maybe im gonna buy it.
thn went bugis street, i bought th long sleeve tee at $18 tht is in my prev post.
Tht post tht you all thought i'm HINTING you guys to buy tht one. (singlish Lol)
ya, i bought it and i als bought 3 bangles from central (city hall/near suntec).
and its kinda heart-pain, cos each cost $2.50 and i bought damn 3.
i wanna buy black, bt thrs only other colors. damn.
and we went back to causeway and saw black bangle, $3.90.
didn't buy, i next wk thn buy.
now im left to buy tht grey skinny, necklace no need le la, and white small bag! (:
hehe, gonna take money from parents and go buy them all~
on my bday, gonna spend th whole day with Hubby.
thn went home to celeb with family, and thts th end of th day.
Lol, cool man.
Ltr going out with Yingjie (she forced me out) to causeway to buy presents fr th Oct babies- Karen, LiJun, SianKeng & Jenny.
you knw, im going broke, my phone bill is $80+ last mth.
and i haven't pay! i've no money as you knw, my mom feed me.
so, no money stillhave to spend so many, lol.
nvm, byebye.

2008-10-10T22:03:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, i've been youtube-ing to search on wht i want.
so here's smth which i wanna post, is faggot cool man.

Bird Walk, cool dance smooth moves. Damn i want them.

Another one;
this is about a ninja cat, she rocks.
watch it all, and you'll be thinking how cool she is.
she comes closer while you were not looking.
thn she stops moving when you look at her.
this is called, NINJA! o.o
woooohhoooo

this is about baby boy;
they're DAMN funny cans!?!?!?!?!!
"I don't like you mommy"

this one, 50,000,000+ ppl viewed in youtube.
CUTE!

and somemore, lazy post.
and im posting these becos just introducing you guys cool vid.

2008-10-10T20:22:00.006+08:00

Heys, finally 'wake up' aftr exams.
but but but. dont expect me to blog all days.
becos i'm gonna spend my time in blogshop-ping, shopping, friends' hse slacking, or playing vball and bbl la.
AND PEOPLE I'M NOT HINTING YOU GUYS TO BUY WHAT I WANT LA!
you all better dont buy these as my bday presents bcos you all donno wht design i want all those.
Lol, but buy smthing else. LOL! just jking.
Dont buy anything fr me, i think my room is alr small enough fr me to place my damn stuffs liao.
and hor dont be funny la, if im hinting you guys why donch i just tell you wht i want whn you all keep saying "walao Kelly you dont say wht you want thn how we buy fr you?"
(Yingjie, i donno tht sentc is who said de hor?)
ok la, bcos these days i busy blogshopping. :D
yayyayyay, gna go have fun with donno boyfr first or sisters first during bday!
cool dio, fun fun fun.
Actually i'm quite fine with exams, becos it's smth to test us on our knowledge.
and i did try my best fr exams, study til almst went crazy.
and my pen which i were using fr exams & notes is gna be 'dead'.
you knw wht, i bought it on th day befr eng or chi exam.
tday in th morning 9.15 went stadium to run with Chaoxin, Xinpei, Yuping, Yingjie, Eunice, Jiajing and Alison.
and i brought two huge roller blades thr! Heavy can!?!?
thn went to Siling's coffeeshop to have brkfst while Chaoxin and Alison went home to cook i think.
so we had jokes at th coffeeshop, and you knw wht?
Finally i found smone who is as weird as me.
First: She eats as slow as me. (Finally smone in th team can kena scolding by my sistas who always waited me to finish my food)
Second: She eats disgustingly like me too. (But i think im kinda worst)
Third: Frgtten. -.-
TH 'TWIN BABY' IS MISS XINPEI! O.O
wooohhooooohhoooo/;)
okay aftr eating at coffeeshop we went Eunice's condo to play roller blades and thn bbl court toplay vball and bbl.
and now i got sun burn -.-
i mean only th cheek parts, are red til now.
okay i just now just discovered tht my uniform last thurs was still in my sch bag -_-
bcos my mom asked me whr were them and i screamed.
ever since aftr exam i hate my sch bag, i mean hate to touch them.
hahahahahahhahhah. ha. hahah. haha. ha. ha. a. ah. ahh.
Aftr exam on thurs, we went to play vball in sch.
we begged ms lim to let us play in sch, bt some of us didnt wear PE.
so ms lim took out th Fbt 'jerseys' to let us wear!
i did bring my pe bt Chaoxin said th 'jerseys' look weird so she exchanged with me.
and i wore it and went playgrnd to play aftr tht.
thn go home th end.
thr's pics fr th thurs us wearing th fbt 'jerseys'.
but mine haven upload to comp so i'll grab from yingjie's blog first.
WAHAAAAAA!
bye.

Myself.

Xinpei, dont kill me fr this pic. (i grbbed it frm yingjie's blog)

Yingjie without her big head, from her blog.

Alrights guys i'll try uploading pics to my comp asap can.
iloveyou.

2008-10-04T20:30:00.002+08:00

Sorry Guys.
Tht damn post got messed up, everything goes diff ways.
So sorry if you can't read them.
&& thy if you spent times reading the. (:
Alright i gtg, my damn ass bro is freaking annoying asking fr comp.
Idiotic faggot.

2008-10-04T17:39:00.014+08:00

Heys peeps-pol.

Now, i knw i've nt been posting fr long time. (:
Apologise fr tht alrights, here im posting a little bit.
Currently preparing fr my exams (i think) so must revise.
Hahas, i'm afraid of getting wht i don't expected.
5As and above! Tada, my aims.
If i didn't achieve, i will smack my comp and bend my phone. (i'm alr doing it to my phone)
hehehe, who ask my dad promised to buy me a new phone. {evil-laughs}
Duh, gotta post these aftr exams;
1) How Dad teased my chinese
2) How Mom kills my bears
3) How i suffer during this exam periods
4) How assy principal & some 'diotic tchers tortured us
5) Wht happened recently.
6) How damn my bro was.
Hokay, and now are wht i wanna buy.

i wannnnnnnnnnnt ;
POSTED PICTURES ARE NOT EXACTLY TH DESIGNS OF WHT I WANT

!COUPLE TEE -no picture(s)-`cos donno wht design(s) Hubby wants yet

.!Converse/Everlast shoes :Any colors

Shoe lace :Green?

!Ring&&Necklace :Any colors, silver&black th best (:

!Bangle :Pink.Yellow.White.Black.Blue.Green

!Patent belt :Any colors

!Anna Sui Hoodies :Light colors or whtevr. /pls, but nt those ppl selling in th blogshops, all those cartoons and fancy fancy colors mixing up tgth, so digusting la, these are so much better/standard-

! Unknown Handbag /nt sure if im buying nt. cool right this bag.

!Skinny :Grey.Dark colors, nt fanciful colors. /-i want to go Bugis buy, $25-$20 budget-

Long Sleeves Tees :Dark colors /-Budget $18 & below.

BLOGSHOP-PING rocks my money off, haha.

2008-09-27T11:53:00.003+08:00

Yos Peep-ple.
Guess what i'm doing now.
Wahehehe, i'm COOOKING RICE!
First Time Ever In My Life
I nvr went into kitchen to cook, kakakaa.
You knw, i cook for my Hubby la.
He requested, so i tried.
Erm, i cook th rice, but nvr put oil.
Thn my mom came to nag me, thn she helped me to put oil.
Thn i saw oil 'jumping' arnd in th wok, i ran. wahaha.
she helped me with th rice, and oil.
so i cracked th egg by my own.
She was at th side saying "faster faster la. Chao Da thn you knw."
I cracked it into a bowl thn into th wok.
She said i'm stupid, Lol.
Thn th rest i do lo, salt & soy sauce.
Wahaha, my mom said she wants mwe to attend lessn during holidy.
Duh, i told her tht i wanna shop, hahas.
okay whtvr nw, i gtg out alrdy.
Bye, pic nxt day.
Mwarckks`

2008-09-23T22:53:00.004+08:00

Heys pee-pole.
Lessons, are much more damn fun than staying up at home, all al0ne cans.
Facing my comp screen like an 'diot, or being a bookworm thr reading duh -.-
hokays, tday Art mr Tan said i'm a naughty girl, uhhh.
nono, he was just cracking that joke, he said i'm a good girl after i complained (:
PE, watched th scnd & first teams matched, grrrrr.
we only cn get third place, yet.
Mr Soh said that he'll try to arrange anthr match for us to match for first or scnd.
Huart ah, UK RINGERS pia laaaaaa`! D;
after watching girls' match, we went to th field for boys' soccer match.
Duh, my bro's team lost to anthr team by one point, eeler -.-
we were fooling arnd la, not watching hahas.
spilted water on a milipede, at th field, thn Mr Poh pushed me nearer to it.
Grrr, i was so damn freaked out, xia dao you udrstnd? o.o
Eng lessn, i didn't complete my summary.
thn suay los, stood up and paid 40cnts or 30cnts, idk la nvr bothered );
thn Math, i completed all of th ques, but you knw, mdm sulika
her head, got abit sengyet-sengyet la. &&`she got pissed off by my male classmates.
but indeed la, my friends they all went too much overboard alr, disrespect la.
and she asked me to stand, for not bringing calculator.
was like, hey hello? i lend my friend frm othr sch, he's having exam.
duhhh, liddad als gotta stand, she's really a great tcher yea.
in her lessn, ate lolli bleh, but still listening to her la, asked ques to spend my time..
then Mother Tongue, reading chi story bk thn Mdm Ye came over and took a look at my bk's cover, she gave me a sian look cos it's a bk bout love, wahahaha bleh.
But she everytime in class, als talk bout r/s stuffs, kinda lol.
After sch, yo yay wa haha wooot.
Saw Rumi, thn hid here and thr, saw Siva also.
canteen, ate rice and played with Yingjie & Siobhan thn went up class.
Did my hmwk dwn thr, thn met Yuping they all aftr their's supplementary.
Shouted, ran here and thr, spilt water fr 40mins thn went out of sch.
finally la, lol, sch had peace aftr we were gone (: i must admit this.
thn went home lo, i Love Naughty Hubby, fr life, i swear leh.
i'm not play-play dee hors, i mean it, fr life!

♡ }我爱你比永远多一天 ;/!

2008-09-21T13:17:00.004+08:00

Ytsd went to causeway with Yingjie to exchange my damn Kappa shoes.
My secnd bro said that i'm a toot, spent $70 on a shoe that looks like &40.
Duh, so angry so angry so angry duh.
Went thr with YingJie, did shopping la.
then went home, and th lift stucked at 9th floor.
i was in th lift, with an kind uncle la, not chi-koh-pek.
So th lift stopped at 9th floor, and lights shut off.
i stood thr, smsing. Then i stared at th uncle.
He pulled th door open, i thanked him then i ran.
He is kind duh, haha but i'm not interested in him -.-
At night, mood sudd changed to 'bursting'- mood.
Kept kicking on my bed, threw stuffs all around in my room.
Threw handphone, off course but it didn't spoil, pro.
He called me, i don't feel like talking.
Because, i missed him so much so damn much that i got sick of that feeling.
that's why, ytsd i 'burst' out my feeling kept inside.
I hate missing him, so sick.
Can't hear him, only at night, Only!
then, everyday sms with him, as if i'm steading with his phone, not him.
Haiya, but also nah choice right?!?
Can't ask him to live with me, or i live with him what.
that is why, after thinking i felt calm.
Jumped on my bed, hit th wall until i felt my bdy went numb.
Wooot, i felt better after th sweats. really lo.
Tday woke up, then watched spongebob & ate maggi.
ytsd skipped lunch, haha hope to get slim,slim,slim,slimmer! ><"
later going yingjie's hse revise(you know, miracle do happens), duh now gtg le.
Bye, and later gotta' meet with my hubby als le. haha, byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.

2008-09-20T13:08:00.008+08:00

Ytsd after school, went to Eunice's condo's gym.
went in thr watched tv while running, and was enjoying air-con too (:
hahas, after those went to th pool.
sat down and chatted.
i was playing by th pool, which wasn't allowed.
as we need to be in swimming suits, if not th guards who were walking around will get you up from water, but who cares? bleh.
i even did pushed up by th pool, frgt why le but i think was Jiajing asked me to do de, or Eunice? haha, totally frgt le.
Sudd they pushed me down to th pool, wow :D
funfun, but when i were in th water, i was thinking
"Dead, my mom's gotta kill me off" opps D;
i got out from th pool, chasing them like kids.
after all, i pushed Jiajing down, then Eunice.
haha, but not wearing swimming suits so as th guard passed by we went up quickly, was like very busy la, had to beware at times.
so asked Eunice to get swimming suits down for us, changed le then jiu swam thr (:
went to sauna, my face got steamed off! o.o
then changed to Eunice's shirts, haha.
after all, went homeeeee haha.
Boy never send me home la, cause. Don't know ;x
haha, here's th pics took by Miss Eunice Loh;

what's love without stories ?

2008-09-20T10:04:00.004+08:00

Ytsd while in th night, talking on phone with YingJie.
Mom shouted at me, from th kitchen.
I got pissed, so hung off th phone and went to do my stuffs.
she had not been shouting at me, since long ago.
Whatever, so i shut my door and sang inside.
Smsed with my hubby & Yingjie.
Asked Yingjie about myself, then found myself quite 'diot.
so, sudd felt hopeless, like fell into th sea, so cried.
i had no expression, just tears rolling down.
i remained calm, i told myself not to cry, because i did it too much for this yr.
crying makes me feel so freaking weak, so fake out, so noob, so dumbed.
so, i wiped my tears & slept alone..
but i was so so so angry about my own that i threw my phone to th end of th corner of my room, kicked all my pillows, cushions, bears down to th floor.
Somehow my phone just shut off liddad, but i didn't make th effort to take a look.
So, due to th musics.. i slept just like this.
He smsed, asked me how do i feel when i knew bout his past & ex-s..
Okay, my heart sank.. from my chest, to my ass? lol not funny.
Because, i was thinking.. my boy loved someone before..
my boy did what he's doing to me now to his ex-s before...
my boy was some one's else's in th past.. but.
i thought this, i'd liked someone in th past, too!
so it isn't fair to say those, right-right? i knew.
So, i said, my heart sank at th first time when i first heard those.
Not after much times, can? So, i'm not sad for that.
Instead, i feel so happy that my boyfr is so honest to me.
At least he did not keep it from me, i'm very very glad (:
If everything he keeps from me, just afraid that i'll be angry.
then, what is th purpose of being tgth, loving each other?
So, i love him, no matter what. I swear/:
what's love without stories ?

Clenching My Fist

2008-09-18T22:59:00.005+08:00

Tday was stressed up la, pekchey okays.
during recess then me and my gang went to stall 1 for drinks & buns.
then anthr gang of a sec-2s ladehs queued at stall 2.
and yea, they did something which made me wanna walk to them and asked tem stop laughing like, "Ha-ha-ha, could you these chicks clean yor breathe plus yor golden teeth? They aren't very pleasant, especially in th present of foods here, but you guys are having them wide open as if you think that they weren't ugly plus smelly enough, wrong? no, it's right. So stop spreading th smells plus germs around, humans whom are hygienes unlike you guys, will prefer clean white teeth and pleasant breathe. One main point, shut up stop laughing like chicks."
okay, maybe i would get slapped by that? Lol.
but i didn't made that harsh actions toward that bunch of, okay no words to describe them.
Haish, society is now full of these unwell-educated kids, thrashes.
okay, i hate them but not to th extends where i'll pull their hairs & scratch their pimply-faces in public, but maybe? :D
whatever, i'm angry wokays.
Firrrrrrrrrrre.

2008-09-17T23:13:00.001+08:00

At first i gonna put a song in my blog de )':
then now boyfr keep nagging, haha ;x/
Haish, sad i cannot hear that song ):
grrrrr, bye peeps.

2008-09-17T21:49:00.004+08:00

Ehloooooo.
People am finally got th mood to blog yos, bla-bla.
okay lets recap, lol haha lol lol hahahah lol lol lo -.-"
Had hist lesson, while everybdy was getting ready to greet Mr Tay.
He walked around and told me "Yes Kelly, you look like a nice girl tday."
It's just becos i'd clipped my fringe up on that day, DUHH?! -.-
then i said camly, "I am." and i even raised my eyebrow! Lol?
Then boys started to cough as in in th loud ways, i don't mind.
These days when i online-d, then few ex male buddies will chat.
Woots, i miss th times with them, playing bbl and stuffs, haish ):
grrrrrm, tday in causeway heard MingWei called my name, tada.
happy still got people rmb me, hehe.
Ytsd went to Amk with hubby, then to causeway to buy my new shoes.
but but but, never buy dao, cause no mood la.
then tday after school went to causeway's Metro to buy Kappa (:
With him, & my 4 beloved&siaosiaos darlings} YingJie,Ping,Jiajing,Eunice lo.
Spent my Seventy $$$ on it, heartbreak but worth it la hor?
hehes, butt! (but* sorry) th paint at th edge went off before i bought it.
Dammit mama, trying to cheat lao niang's money isit.
So, tml have to go exchange lo la le leh.
belly mafann la, metro toot toot toot ;x tutu train la.
haish, pee-pole, am now, seriously, abnormal.
am, very, not very, high now.
SADDEN&HAPPY, whatsoeverrrRrr wokays. ok.
last few day had a very little so called 'conflict' with a guy in my class yea.
He, always talk to me in msn like my boss.
As if i've owned him stupid stuffs or what, goodness sake.
one day, which was 2/3 days ago, i online-d and so was he.
he commented on me, and-and-and, he said he hates me because he said he hates who treat relationship stuffs like game, he said i would break with my boyfr after a while.
okay, okay, that got me totally on th pot, which means on FIRE.
i was like, calming myself down and talked him back, yea.
i typed all th things i wanna say, and he went, silent?
yes, he did, and then, we talked nicely agn, lastly, i put th matter off! yay (:
see, i belly good de leh, hehe.
i also don't expect us hating each other, like enemies can ^^
ytsd went out with my hubby hor, then we met at th woodlands platform ma.
so i stood at some of th pillars there, then he came.
suddenly i realised, my big bro was just, beside us! omg.
nola, he was like 4 pillars away but, it was very very near de can?
i was like freaked out, and before that i was very tired like pig.
lol, wondered if he sees, aiyo.
tday after recess in hall, my last finger kana Abby's stead stepped! *&#%$~@>?!@*
ahla, he apologised to me le but Yingjie said he was flirting me.
the? o.0 i told him i'm alright but he asked me another time.
and i was like "who are you? nvm i'm telling abby bout this. laughs*"
He said "walao." wahaha!
now, my little finger, is ok le (:
if not i'm gonna skin him off man.
haishya, talked too much le.
bye guys, and i love my boyfriend! tadddaaa :)
I'm hyper now, crazy la.
mwarckkkkks.

2008-09-13T12:39:00.008+08:00

Ytsd went school los.
I made fun of th teachers til very JiaLat.
Ms Chong siaosiao want, always looked at me and laughed alone.
Crazy, then Mdm Sulika scolded us, those who never finished up her hmwk.
she scolds, we forget (; who cares?
During Mother Tongue passing letters with Bryan,
then kena lo, hahaha bleh.
Tio Mrs Chua caught attire, hate her siol.
i showed her attitude la.
then she said "Hey young lady, i'm talking to you very nicely you know? If not you'll get into trouble."
I didn't say anything, just kept my mouth shut tight.
She told "You have a pretty looking face, do you know that? so must dress nicely too."
haha, i belly happy la but where dare to BHB and say "yes, i know i'm pretty." ?
siao la so i shaked my head left to right, ahaha.
After school went to lib with YuPing, jiajing, keesiao-Yingjie & hubby.
erm. laughed all th way thr la, but was doing hmwk very quietly at first.
after that hubby sent me home (;
Walao now my neck damn pain la.
Now my neighbor and his baby bro here ma.
waliu i went to play fight with him, then he kicked me pulled my shirt scratched my neck and punched my back.
Paaainn las! Xiang bu dao ta na me gao lat )':
Just now i hug th baby (;
He had his salivas on my sleeve -.-
but, don't care la so cute i also want baby ! hehehs.
hubby sms-ed me in th morning, aiyo i still sleeping la.
i today dreamt of Batman, Joker & Him.
haha, while he was smsing me i were still half sleeping leh.
Lol la lol lol las lol, hahaha.
Byebye (;

2008-09-10T19:54:00.003+08:00

Heylos people i'm back yos.
Recently, i keep feeling down la.
Whenever th time passes 7pm, i would feel th loneliness.
Gaaaa, that will be th time when i need him by myside.
&& I've not been talking face to face with him 5 days le )':
you know how much do i miss bout th time spending with him?
Exams coming, will be having lesser time..
I'm afraid, he may think that i were feeling bored with him.
Haish, how could that be? I won't do such stupid thing to him.
Just pray that he wouldn't think that, never.
Phone bill was received, total $41 only (:
so happy, first time below $90 lols ;D
but, must keep it on, next month: $20-30 hahas.
Jiayou to me laaaaaaa.

Keep feeling stressed nowadays, especially when th time i'm being left alone to think.
you know, i think alot more than anyone of you do.
Then i need musics to calm me, i need 98.7fm's DJ's laughters to calm me..
Most important, his voice, his hug, his face, his eyes, his kiss & his temperature.
Definitely will help to let me feel secure .. extremely(;
Thats why, everyday when i'm feeling depressed, i'll text him "i miss you' and stuffs.
Because, i really really really do! )':
In school, everytime see him i felt shy.
then i will walk away, or do something stupid.
Whatever, i want kick loneliness leh!
i punch, i kick, i slap, i bite yor hair, i pull yor ears !
Loneliness, i want call gang fight you laaa!
Kaobeh leh you, 'diot !

除了你我什么都不要 ;这世上没有人比你好 ♡.

Insects' Day ?

2008-09-08T20:24:00.004+08:00

tday, very early in th morning of school jiu kena freaked out -.-
almost, just died of heart attackkk.
at first, while everybdy was reading, boringly.
suddenly SuQing told YingJie to look beside, thn Yingjie got frightened.
(they were sitting behind me la)
thn i was thinking, just an ant, or bigger size ant no need to react so BIG cans.
So i turned to look, a stupid cockroach which is VERY near me were moving th legs.
"Walao!" i screamed, in th very first reaction, my natural reaction whn first saw insect.
was like, "shits." bcos it was silent reading period when everybdy was totally shut.
people around turned to look at me, and they laughed -.-
lol, th cockroach was flipped over, and it was trying to flip back over agn to run away..
idiot, that cockroach got me totally freaked out.
i was really scare can? O.O"
it turned, turned, turned again, and lastly it turned to me !
and it was like, almost got to flip over successfully and most probably, it will first ran towards me in only 2 secs time.
becos i was just so near to that stuff ! ):
at last i really couldn't stand it, i went to th last person to sit thr.
grrrrrrr, i hate cockroach Forever :d
then went up to class, ms joyce first stepped into th class, she jiu came to me and threw hand infront of my face, she was trying to pretend to be throwing a dirty cockroach on me -.-
Lol, but i'm not scare bleh.
had lessons, quite fun yeas.
afer school, went coffeeshop to have lunch there.
saw boy behind me, then that 2 zabors went to find him agn.
erm, yes he explained that they weren't looking for him, but someone else.
yaya, i knew la i didn't think tht much lo.
but, saw that two girls hanging around made me very, not happy.
ehhh, i think i'm just too tired so i've bad mood tht momment.
were not their faults or what la, not boy's fault too.
sians, while we eating suddenly got one worm or smth landed on YuPing's shirt.
she was like screaming for help, th whole coffeeshop heard tht.
haha, Ms Lim Ms Choo & Ms Lam were thr and they were shaking heads away.
Lol, then i laughed til i almost fell ! hahaha :D
you'll definetely do th same if you saw YuPing's Freaking out face !
she was so funny as she screamed, i couldn't stop laughing los hahaha !
" ahhh, help me blow it away, quick, walao bang wo leh! eeee, chui diao ta la, chui diao! aaa!"
hahahaa, wapiang hen funny lehs !
then at last, Eunice helped her to blow that thingy away la.
and it was still climbing like nbdy business on th floor.
Lol lol lol las, haha.
had a little little cold war between me and boy..
but, it's okay now la.
just tht he thinks too much le, and my msg in th afternoon hurt him :P
oppps i'm sorry wokay, didn't mean it ;x
haha, kayla going to do homework le byeeeee D:
yuping's face is still making me laugh now, haha.
remember, how she screams for help hahahahahah!
byeeeee.

PICTURES TALK :D

2008-09-06T23:13:00.004+08:00

ha. so long nvr upload pics, and tday i'll do it yos ;

{Me&Yuping.

}Sh*t.

}Alone.

}our crops fur Lit play, yingjie's !!

}My group la, doing th play.

}LMAO.

}went to play badminton aftr th play :O

}MY choc :D
keep yor fingers, yes :P

}whoots, nah.
they just candid by me, so don't think too much (:
DAVID&EUNICE are just friends la b'doh..

}boyfr's pizza! :D

gooodnights;
school starting,
enjoy stopping -.-

2008-09-06T19:13:00.004+08:00

Tday, went libr agn with YuPing & HaoYi.
well, i did not late at this time round lol.
YuPing were th one haha ;D
so at 2, went to eat Mac fur breakfast.
agggggrh, saw Little Theresa haha.
she came to knocked me using her butt or smthh? suddenly.
which gave me a shock, haha.
MacDonald, her place to slack.. haiyor see her thr EVERYDAY.
zzz, thn went to lib to do hmwk.
ehhhh, we were at 4th floor doing hmwk first.
then we moved to 2nd floor, but i frgt to take my handphone along ;x
i left it on th floor at 4th storey.
thn whn we reached 2nd floor, i thought of it.
asked Ping to call my handphone, and i found, it's not with me {!}
haha, ran up to 4th floor, saw few guys holding onto my handphone.
they are around 19s ? erm, they looked at me.
and passed me th phone, i took it and whispered 'Thy' without looking up at them.
i was really shy shy shy, i was so CARELESS! ;d
thn did hmwk, went to pasar bought drinks thn.
errrr, reached thr Daddy called and wanted me to go home fur taking keys.
bcos Daddy is going M'sia, thn left one brother alone.
and he's going out tonight, so i'll be alone then .
now, yes i'm alone at home ;D
quuuuuiteee shiokkkkk laaaaaaa :O
haha, reached home, cooked.
FIRST TIME, fur kelly tan kai li to cook fur herself.
First time in her life, without anybdy helping or supervising.
boyfr called up, thn talking with him while cooking MAGGI and boiling milo.
grrrrr, i'm still not very experience at cooking, or even boiling.
thnks boy fur guiding uh, if not my hse sure on fire.
but!, boy sabo-ed me );
he asked me to cook two packs of maggi and i did!
now, i only ate 1/3 (no picture sorry) .
th rest, leave it thr as i donno whad to do to it.
neighbor passed by (:
Jiayin, th little young boy ran to my door and gave me a BUN ! :D
had a very little chat with him alone.
he ran home thn, so cute !
thn he ran here agn, passed me a sushi role.
haha, chatted agn thn he ran home agn.
haha, THANKKKKKS, but i'm not eating it.
i'm extremely full cans.
now talking to Chenlin on msn, tht stupid.
he begged me to tell him th hmwk, thn after i told him, he chua tio.
i'm feeling so happy, cos he hasn't even start a ques (:
tht's mean, i still got hope haha.
hey, gtg.
bye.

i love him, im sure.

2008-09-06T00:25:00.003+08:00

tday went Lib with David, Ping agn like ytd.
but ytd got Eunice along la.
tday in th morning woke up, cleaned hamster's cage.
then went out to meet Ping, thn tgt with David.
while on th way, saw Pantita on th same bus with me.
then we chatted, she praised bout my hairs & i was like.. "erm, i hate my hair."
and i really do ! my hair smtime gets me annoyed. reeeeeally annoyed.
Hubby came to lib after a while, with his pizza here (;
he went home to get changed thn bck here agns.
i ate his pizza, and, it's quite tasty la hor.
Just tht th cheese and th flour ho, really put too much le.. hahas ;x
aftr tht, huhbee's friends {Ken they all came too.
they were, funny is all i could say.
me and ping went shopping thn.
msged hubby after shopping, went home tgt.
thn while th lift going up my hse, siao! my neighbor with all th small children were thr, right infront of th lift !
was like damn freaking shocked, so i walked out of th lift without turning to my hubby at all.
Lol, thn reached home.
asked Daddy whether he ate le bo, he said no so i went down to meet my dear, then walked to Vista to buy foods bck fur Daddy & myself.
Hubby bought his food thr too.
thn sent him to th bustop, refused to let him accompany me home.
actually, while on th way home i asked him bout his exs.
erm, wokay.. he's quite honest bout it and thts good (;
so reached home, counselled my Dad agn (;
told him whad to do, whad not to do.
th whole thing is, Mom didn't get th point which Dad wants to tell.
so, is actually Mommy being too.. harsh can.
thn Daddy being too lazy to explain, so they both quarreled just liddad.
thn, everything will be fine i believe.
thnks Lord, fur blessing and Friends fur all yor words (:
Hubby, he tday read whad i wrote on th paper WTF.
Anw, whadever it is.
Hubby, tht is not i think can ? tht one i just wrote FOR FUN la.
don't take it too hard, pls.
haha, i'm tired & goodnights peeps.
ILOVEMRLZCMLGF♥

QUIZ

2008-09-05T21:55:00.003+08:00

Lingxin asked me to do this (;

1.When was the last time you cried?
th day before yesterday la );
2.When was the last time you received my present?
Last year's bday la, lol.
3.What is your favourite colour?
White, Black, Red, Green, Blue, Yellow los. Erm well, almost all of th colors heh ;D
4.Who is the last person who sang your birthday song?
My family.
5.What is the last song i sang out loud?
"Money Honey" by State of Shock.
6.Do you have nicknames?
Yes {!}
7.Are you currently happy?
Yes, quite.
8.Have you ever had your heart broken?
YES -.-"
9.Do you have a crush on anybody?
I love my boyfr.
10.What is the colour of your room?
White, with some little red/pink.
11.Who is the last person who hug you?
My boyfr.
12.Who is the person you saw in your dream?
My boyfr.
13.Last time you smile?
stupid, how would i knw!? funny siol.
14.Have you changed this year?
Pretty much, so yes.
15.What are you listening right now?
"Your Love Is A Lie" by Simple Plan.
16.Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
Always open, afraid of being knocked down.
17.Is there a quote you live by?
Yes.
18.Do you want somebody you can't have?
Erm, erm. I thot i just said tht i love my boyfr {?}
19.Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes, before i know sports.
20.What was the worst idea you had in the week?
Locking myself in my room with my radio/handphone/pillow/whole damn stacks of hmwk.
21.What were you doing last night at 11p.m.
Probably, singing and sms-ing.
22.Are you happy with your currently love life?
Does it matter ? Lol.
23.What song describe your love life now?
-.-"
24.Does the person know you like him?
(Don't make me smack my keyboard)
25.Who always makes you laugh?
Everybody, whom i love.
26.Do you speak other languages other than english?
Yes.
27.What's your middle name?
Kelly Tan Kai Li, so where's th middle ? o.O
28.What are you doing tomorrow?
Go lib fool ppl agn, with friends and probably boyfr ;xx
29.What do you think you are like?
Slacko.
30.Who will you chose to die with?
Die yor head la.
31.Where have you been today?
Library, then Causeway.
32.What games do you play often?
BARBIE.COM [!] haha, pi gu la.
33.Who are you missing right now?
My boyfr, my mom, my bros, my sis & my money ($) Daddy is here, so thr's no point fur me to miss him LOL.
34.If you've to choose between friends or love..
Woh, are you trying to piss my friends/boyfr off or smth ? Lol, kiddin'kiddin (skippppped)
35.What are you doing right now?
Singing, Laughing.
36.Which primary school are you from?
Si Ling Primary.
37.Who do you love th most in your life?
Hubby.
38.You cherish every friendship of yours?
Very very much.
39.do you believe in gods?
Yea, i do.
40.When do you think you will die?
I think you'll die first.

instruction:remove 1 question above and put your personal question.bold it.Next list 5 pple to do this survey.

1.YingJie.
2.Jiajing.
3.Boyfr[!].
4.Sharifah.
5.Eunice.

popeye(:

emptiness

2008-09-04T11:24:00.006+08:00

haish, hope everything is over le ah.
spammer if you dare to voice out agn.
you don't make me fa huo hor,
i nvr go check yor IP address all those alr very good le can.
if i want to check out, i really will find dao you de.
cos it's so obvious who you really are.
so now, i wanna write bout my own stuff alr.
do whad i SUPPOSE to do with blogging.
so, scram off uh.

ytd, yes i cried yes.
so badly, bcos i felt so stressed up & most, i felt extremely lonely.
parents busy doing their works.
brothers and sister all days long outside working, some still at overseas.
friends, they have their own lives.
me? slacking all days long.
shi sian dao nothing to do cans?
but, i feel super unhappy when ppl controlled over my life yea.
and i hate being neglected at home, given whadever i want.
but i hate th other way round too, so i got totally fused up.
just cried out loud liddad, i feel empty.
boyfr, busy playing Dota.
cannot see him everyday, makes me go really ): this way.
depressed, yes i'm feeling like tht way these days.
havin' myself either in th room locked, or outside shopping.
i don't feel like eating these days, i can't feel th hungriness !
you asked me, are you hungry?
i would probably hesitate and feel my tummy.
No, i don't usually.
if i am, i will eat really slowly..
My dad & mommy, will feed me up with vege meats and all those.
i have to keep on saying "ya enough alr", "ya i just had it" .
pssst, and i would have my choc after dinner.
he called me last night yea, i was crying.
My jie called me, she was telling me bout Dad & Mom's prob.
i was like " Ya,ya,ya i understand."
now, mom is telling us bout Dad, she's really angry.
she told us tht she won't frgive Dad, she's very angry.
she wants to go vacation, my Dad alwys brk promise as he had many projects to do.
she wants to have a movie with him, Dad said unnecessary.
pls pls pls, Lord... help to patch Daddy & Mommy can?
i beg You with whatever i can, please.
Dad is just being too stubborn, work is always th first.
while mom is like telling us, i was like "relacc la mommy"
haish, whad did i do? why i'm always so shuay siol !
knsknskns {!}
i miss my dear, i miss him.
i want to share my thoughts with him, but oftenly i don't think you'll really care..
so i don't want to doubt you, boy.. ):
i had been busy chatting with friends online, ppl are getting cuter.
lol, Chrissy. tht horny boy, seriously made me laughed.
Zhenjie, thnks fur cheering and you'd finally succeed! hoho.
Boyfr, thnks fur calling i love you (:
Brian, thnks fur solving all th ques i've asked you, cool ehs you.
Aolin Yuping Jiajing Passer-by , love you guys forever {!}
lala, stupid but really, thy..

take off th smiley mask, be myself.

2008-09-03T20:05:00.005+08:00

hey spammer,
you've so called "requested" me not to refer my boy as 'him' yeas?
i love him
i miss him
He is mine.
He He Him Him His His !
i care you ah? my blog leh.
freak-ass, go bck home play yor barbie doll.
since you don't even knw what is blog for.
多看点三字经把, good fur you.
RESPECT PPL, goodness!

attention [!]

2008-09-03T19:28:00.005+08:00

hey pee-poll.
saw tht spammer's stupidity ?
yes, don't learn from HER/him.
thnks ppl fur helping me to 'shoot' tht wugaga la.
laogong thy too.. (:
to lala~ May you end up in regret, pssssssst.
and i'm not affected at all leh,
sorry uh yor motive was failed bleah :P
in fact, you're so much more dumber {!}
you made ppl laughed out loud leh,
eee but you not cute lo hoho.
my friends all cuter than you, puuuuuu ;P
but i must agree smth, you're a great entertainer.
who allows ppl to scold you back here, th spot after you've spammed me (:
wulala, stupid stupid stupid i call you :O
hahaha, come catch me la, come come.
you hid behind th screen to spam me.
i nvr hide leah, i have my name here around.
see, this is what normal ppl does.
not like you, MRS/mr pull pull.
haish, if i've found you..
i will throw you a water gun.
cos you seem to be bored out, no boyfr to entertain you.
i give you water gun la, splash yorself up.
HEY, don't drown yor little tiny brain leh.
later wulala-mama & wulala-baba come spam me like you did.
{you lame, so i lamed too, to show you tht laming is really lame, lame.}
don't get it? try punching yor head & you'll see.

2008-09-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

Tday whole boring day stayed at home .
first day in th hols, th only day i've stay at home ;P
woke up in th morning, waited fur his msg as usual.
waken up yet forced myself to slp until he wakes me up.
but, tday he msged me quite late.
i've frgtten tht he needed to go sch this morning..
thn he msged me, at last.
woke up, whole family was havin' breakfast.
and i knew, if i didn't join them i wud end up slamming my door hearing naggings.
had 3 pieces of breads, one milo.
went into my room, on my radio to th loudest.
Treble, bass, echo, volume to th maximum.
mom didn't scold as it was in th afternoon.
if i turn my radio to only a little louder, she'll scream -.-"
you asked me whad i've been doing fur this whole afternoon?
erm, i'd totally no idea bout it.
i just stayed in my room, singing.
my brother came in my room and we chatted bout 1hr30mins bout his girlfr & my boyfr uh.
thn aftr tht he went swimming with his friends, i continued to clean my room.
wiped my grooming table, book rack, cupboards all those..
thn sudd saw my all Art folio, which includes my very very young drawings & many stickers.
whooots, took out to take a look at them.
realised tht i was so talented on art when i was young ;P
hehe, spent one hour on tht.
don't know, time flew fast.
thn anthr hour on laying on th ground sms-ing humans.
then anthr few hours on cleaning my things agn.
sians, slpt fur while but kept thinking bout him.
whoa, am afraid i'll be doing th same thing in class..
thn afternoon i swept th floor alr jiu came to on9.
Kuyeng called and we had a chat.
after tht, mom and Dad wanted me to go down 888 to have dinner with them at round 8 liddad..
i claimed tht i'm not hungry at all, but my mom wanted me to follow..
was like, "ok whatever whatever"
followed them with my MSN putting 'be right back'.
on th way thr, i was so engross with my songs.
tht i walked so fast, whn i turned bck i saw daddy & mommy were so far away from me.
i found smth, my mommy & daddy were holding hands..
awwww, so sweet uh how i wish ____ la.
th night was so dark, which made me missed him more ):
nvm, tml will get to see him le :P
we'd dinner thr, thn i went home alone as they 2 went ntuc to buy things.
reached home, nbdy at home ):
continued using comp, till now yeas.
haish, i'm afraid to end this relationship.
i love him, so muchhhhhhhhhhh.
die le, wonder whad will happen if he leaves me D;
goodnight peeps, god pls bless.
you don't leave me alone,
don't break th promises can? i beg you (!)

2008-08-30T20:28:00.003+08:00

Tday woke up at 7.17am.
laid on bed, singing along as phone was playing th songs.
until 9.19am he sms-ed me {:
then woke up & washed my face up, all those.
prepared fur going to lib with him, reached thr at 12.19pm liddad.
went lib searched fur books.
then settled down to read, donwan to start hmwk until he came.
he found me, we did our hmwk lo.
currently still left quite a few hmwk..
went to ntuc to buy chocs & biscuits fur lunch at 3.30 liddad.
he paid fur me as he took away my purse and so i refused to take them from him.
lol, no reason why, just love to bully him ;)
haish, went Pasar Malam with him.
it was raining so heavily and i almost slipped!
lol, so paiseh sia.
went to buy movie tickets then.
watched 'Wall.E' haha (:
guys, watch it, it's so damn cute and it makes you ROFL.
he was by my side, i love him soooooooooooooooooo muchh.
i hope tht i could have tht moment every single day..
after da movie, went interchange to take bus.
he accompanied me until i reached my storey agn, thy (:
how sad was i when i'd walked out of my lift.
couldn't bear to leave him tht i grabbed his fingers until i went out of lift.
reached home, and thr's nobody.
mom went airport to fetch my daddy.
yes like my boy said, i should have hug him longer in th lift..
nvm, Eunice-girlfr called in to chat ;D
chatted til half i heard my dad's voice and i ran to him!
haha, i shouted and i asked fur my iphone immediately.
he said, "aiya wait first la, you haven't tell me th price yet."
i told him bout th iphone and everything, LOL.
he laughed and said, "yalayala" liddad.
hehs, so happy sia.
showed him my progress report card.
he saw my F9 and teacher's comment on me, he teased.
gaaaaa, daddy was so sarcastic -.-
then he gave me 4 HUGE packs of toblerone and many others choc milk bars!
whoooooot-whoooots, i loveeeeeeeeeee my dad.
came on9 then.
i'm missing him like hell-lehyy now.
i love his warmness, forever.
everytime i hear any of th song singing about 'loves with no endings' reminds me of us.
bcos i once promised him that, and i only promise on smth which i think i could keep.
i don't care whad others think bout him.
whads th most impt is whether i like it not, so i don't mind whad cha think bout him.
erm, smtimes i really don't know whad he's doing.
when th time i feel tht he's busying doing smth.
end, nth much to say liao.

qing ni ji de; laopo hen ai ni.
please never forget; my love.

2008-08-29T23:05:00.002+08:00

oh well...
my brother just smsed me, he apologised.
i hadn't reply yet, i don't know whad to say.
he said tht he'll buy me an IPOD which has good functionality but not IPHONE.
haishhh, anything.
but i want th IPOD in bigbig size, don't want small small de..
haven't tell him yet, will let him knw whn i'm alright.
actually, i knw i've my fault(s).
but you have too, you asked me if you've raised yor tone and yes.
you did it exactly, and you said it was me who started it.
whatever, hope Lord will bless everything.
i need Peace, please.
and boy tday was like quite busy...
don't know why, didn't hear him much.
have not even answer any calls from him, so different fur tday..
sadsadsadsad, MY FAULT.